IT's Irah, Bitch

Move along now =)

2010-02-16T19:52:00.001+08:00

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http://irahladystage.onsugar.com/

thank you =)

Try sleeping with a broken heart

2010-02-07T20:00:00.003+08:00

who am i kidding?
O'vl is getting closer and i'm playing with fire.
Well i have to stop before i get burn but ironically,
both ways i still get burn.
if i stop ,my heart will be burning if i don't my future will turn to ashes.
i didn't ask to fall for him but i just did.
Parents wants me to Be better then the rest of my siblings.its very typical of them.
everyone knew i am a strong girl but who knows i could get knock in my knees as well?
Friends on the other hand,i just realized they took me for granted.
they get benefits from me because i loved them..but i had enough.
siblings pulak.. surprisingly they are the closest by blood but they know nothing of me.
a few days back i confined myself in my room crying.
at this point who really thinks i'm crying about relationship wreck ?
haha nice try..contact me then..cause you got lot to learn about me..*if you want to ofcourse..
Well i basically Damn Freaking angry at someone that i swear i wanted to kill her..therefore i cry cause my body was trembling with anger..she was like so closed.i could sense her near me,hear her but i couldn't touch her..all i wanted is to Stab her.
I hold it back and cried.i threw everything off my bed,punch the wall and blast the room with music.
I wished she regretted having me,i wished he regretted making love,I regretted going into the ovum.

Fuck it

2010-01-24T21:06:00.003+08:00

Hello bloggers!!
well obvious that i got something on my head isn't it?
because here is where i go to shout it out..

My thumb is feeling better!!!
for those who don't know..
my thumb met a cute accident while locking Farid n Farihin inside the class
that faggot-farid freaked out and kicked the door and my thumb went in between the doors
ans snap!! my thumb blurted out blood..
and worst still doc says my vein burst due to pressure..ewwwww right??
Sadly i cried when shida said "irah your vein!! your vein!!"
i mean come on..don't grossed me out!!

haha then finally .. a week later shida injured!!
she fell..her leg was injured.. karma baby!! lol
no offence baby..but i just love the fact you fell.. now we are equal..
she aided me and vice versa.

then i found out..some bitch who i respected alot..seems to be a mother fucker behind me..
shida you know who..
i still Can't believe sia!! kanina!!
what the hell i do wrong to her? is she like fucking deprived for friendship?

when i think about it..i realised how many flings i had..
i didn't even realised.. i am no better then A*******
damn it sia..
But now there's this guy who caught my attention since the first time we met..
ironically i hated him for the past few months before i knew him..
i know thats not good,judgjing a book by its cover..
but hey.. look..give a chance and you never know.. you guys can click..
but ofcourse i'm refring to freindship..Relationship comes afterwards..

one thing i hate is that.. i take things for granted..
i know this value
"one only realised how important that someone is only when they left"
its true..
sometimes i felt tears in my eyes when i think or looked at certain friends of mine who graduate or met an acciddent for example..
time flies past and you can't even stop it.. like wth..

and i reaally Hate Nazrul..
he really needs me to fix his teeth just so he could close his mouth i guess =.=

Belly dancer Ft Native American =)

2010-01-08T22:11:00.002+08:00

Well Today was Cca Fair!
basically what we have to do is to fish as many sec one to join drama=)
the bonus is -we have to Dress as someone..
shida became the Native American princess
while
i became the belly dancer..

well by nature i'm more rough on the outside(the imprudent one)
while shida seems to be
is the softer one plus she an expertise in belly dancing..
therefore its obvious this is such a screw up moment..

we walk around barefooted,smile and wave,
and when i got their attention i come up and talk =D

Sec ones are sooo cute..

well per normal we camwhored alot plus we made this video in Fb
check it out..
to us its hilarious though..
thats us..these few People in Drama club
whom you people call weirdo,jerks,bitches
Are US..

well its weird when you think you know someone but you don't
even though you know that person quite well or long enough to expect them to know you better

instead of misjudging and misunderstood you.

i prosper,you suffer

New Year:2010

2010-01-06T19:25:00.002+08:00

first day of school was a drag.
i wasn't into school at all.

but Everything Change when the class vote for its
Class commity
Aaron-Chairman lol he always look so cute
Syahirah-Vice-Chairman
Kiko-Secretary
Melvin-Treasurer
Chin Yuen-Discipline

Damn it.. its been long i never take up a leadership role
excluding the Peer support program ofcourse
the last time i remembered was
Primary 6.
Loyang Primary School Prefect -.-
yes i sound like a dog.teacher's pet..
lol but ofcourse i am..i am a totally bitch la then..
exposing people's wrong doing to cover up mine =)
I cannot take leadership role la..zzz
I can lead but i'll get tired
as in when i'm a leader i will always try to be at my best..
and gosh its tiring..take notes,take attendance, plan things
but the bonus point is it help me encourage myself to
show good examples therefore..i try to focus on my studies..
Its weird !! i know
"Irah? study? actually focusing??!"
might probably whats going on in your mind..

lol People change what right??
its a new year anyway.=)

The Sluts,My whores

2009-12-30T00:35:00.000+08:00

Awaludin,Ashraf,Syahirah,Firdaus,Hidhir

Ashraf,Syahirah,Awaludin

BBQ was fun,buts nothing compared to last year.
Din and ashraf was there as an extra.
they are my bitches.they are like our own family
Drama Family.
Firdaus made me Cry..You asshole.
you shouldn't say
"I'll miss you,next year"
its not like you meeting us again..
when you say that.
i picture myself walking to school alone..There is no one there waiting..
there no Firdaus,Deena,Hidayah nor Anson..well depends

My Close Friends mostly are the seniors who graduate.
Left with shida.and in class, A few cliques
Hidayu,Khalisa,Naim,Krisna,Haziq=.= and the boys
i really have no mood to go to school.
Damn it..

Poaching a Werewolf

2009-12-28T19:51:00.005+08:00

Damn man this people.
Mirror check is My advised to those bitches who barks a lot.
shida is Grounded! damn bitch! went out with Nas like a slut.
come on..see what you get into.
Buat apa layan perempuan giler mcm dia?
but the GOOD NEWS is
She Gets Her Ass in Sec 5!! whoo hoo!!
taking O's with me baby!!

Anyway.Now days i find girls and boys have switch roles.
Not saying about gays n lesbians but
about how girls chase boys while boys sit one corner shake their leg.=.=
Obviously world is coming to an END.

Well to be succinct. I'm more To the male then a female.
therefore i find Clingy girls and Cry babies damn irritating.
when i say cry babies i did n't meant literally babies.
Girls should dominate their emotions!
Damn you Crazy bitches!

Speaking about bitches.Now days..even Puppys wanna bark.shheesh
barking up at the wrong tree you dumb Anjing.
But I do nothing. they bark at my friends.they bark at me,they bark at everyone and anyone.
Sad to say i don't understand a word. i would really kick them a side if they were dogs.
all i do is to wait till they find another tree to bark at. i mean seriously?
no point talking to a Low intellectual capacity person right Or even a Person with moral bankruptcy?
they don't get a thing in their head.
Let them Be Slow rather then Low IQ.

now days gays are becoming hotter..bitches are getting Cuter(uglier)
such a Sad story..hahaha

speaking of Sad.
Muhammad Amirun Irfan bin Rahmat,Nephew of
Siti Syahirah bte Buang was involve with an
Accident On Chrismas.

Lol and i enjoyed it. lol no la..but i laugh my ass off

I ain't even mad
you and Me been Over
which means
I'm over you baby

Jump then fall

2009-12-25T23:07:00.002+08:00

Acting is not easy.Life is the stage.
I see many people with Many different crappy attitude.
i just wonder who is watching me to rate my crappiness.
Yeah i'm slow,i'm one naive bitch.
but hey? i'm living life i didn't want.So don't expect me to cherish my life.
Not saying that i'm not grateful to the creator but i just didn't ask for this.
well my family is fine.i'm closer to my siblings now than i was before,except for my brother ofcourse.
but now days after i do some shit they don't want me to do,his been talking to me more often but
i didn't give a shit with him.i mean now i'm older then you want to give your attention? ouh my ..fuck it.
i don't need your attention.i've been living myself since 5. I observed what you people did and now i juts want you guys to taste your own medicine.Mum suffered alot giving birth to you fuckers.since we all are fuckers i'll be the biggest Jack ass =D

Shida i have to say that you are just like me..stupid n naive plus lazy too
come on.. you know what i'm talking about.
you fall for an idiot,you obviously missed the date to register for sec5,living me.
you punctuality is an issue here..seriously..wake up or i'll leave you..
look around..you'll drown with Friends you got besides me.

and now i know how i feels like shida. to be in between two people.
love triangle.
and yeah it sucks.to protect the girl's feeling you always try to find a way to cover up.
But then ,instead of covering up you, i've open up another problem.
Well can't blame a slow , Slefish ,stupid girl like me huh?

you smile,i smile
you shine,i'll shine for you
Just jump,i'll catch you

Crap

2009-12-23T23:56:00.004+08:00

Well not much things happen recently i went to melaka! for the first time..
i was not excited at first instead..i was grumpy..
i got beat up in the morning because siblings sold me out.

then a few days later got chalet. Qad's chalet..
went ther with,shida,ina(my niece) & sima.on diff days
Ina kept crying louder looking at Qad's face..it creeps me out.
but when i reach the entrance she settle down and smile..and even ran towards cheers..=.=
how can i not freak out?
then i went to ws today,met some drama peeps for BBQ pit.
then bought mum's stuff.. went home with shida..chill in my room at chat with random people..
that bitch! now herei am..those people are talking to me.zzzz

Te amo doesn't mean i love you

2009-12-16T11:06:00.002+08:00

he put his hands around my waist.
i said I'm not gonna run way
but
let me go.

Well good morning to everyone.Mostly who reads this must be rotting at home
therefore enjoy the nutshell story :D

these few days /week or so has been very fruitful for me.
there's excitement,sorrow,confusion and revenge
Excitement-the bitch has a new puppy to play with well more of a werewolf actually
sorrow-typical problems,as in sluts & family problems
confusion-the bitch play with fire and charcoal lol wth am i saying?
well obviously everyone loves to play with fire but charcoals are the one getting burned..
i think that's the message I'm trying to convey.
Revenge-revenge is sweet don't you think?especially when you get to do it yourself.

boy you are gonna hurt yourself.i did warn you that its not two sided love story..therefore you'll never have happy ending perhaps not even an ending.things this through will you?

things i've learnt this week

Don't say things on impulse for revenge
Next time play with water
Laptop that lags is a Lagtop =.=

My soul's crying without asking why.

A Bet to Remember

2009-12-08T00:45:00.002+08:00

Family & Friends

2009-11-28T00:44:00.000+08:00

APHORISM

2009-11-22T14:24:00.002+08:00

well people always say
that irah likes to many guys to count.
I've notice that but i just hate to admit it because it makes me sound like a slut.
but obviously..I'm pretty sure that aphorism goes to both girls and guys.
Because its a crush not love..unlike some people..who thinks love can be share equally..
well fuck it!
no one share love equally.
you are just a plain motherfucker i tell you.
how can you love yr girlfriend? love me? love yr mother all the same..
your love is in a different dept , you imbecile child.
saying i love you to your girlfriend is sweet
but
saying i love u more to your bitch is just awful
and
yet u love yr mother and give her a hard time.
you are such a berok!

anyway...Irah is demented today.
but i'm not upset or at least i think i am not..
hah 2 weeks i was crazy for a guy..
but obviously he is vapid of me.
lol even though i didn't even talk to him after adding him..zzz

but i met this Internet friend.he is very liberal which is good..
i needed a guys point of view.
i see a profound friendship with him.
he looks typical but he has way lot of characteristic which i admire.

and to top it off.. Muhammad Haziq bin wahab is an asshole.
you two-faced blood sucking fucker with a mouth of pepek ayam!

hello hello baby i can't hear a thing.
sorry baby i'm kinnda busy
Stop calling.

Let the music play till you are Deaf

2009-11-15T19:14:00.003+08:00

okay technically this is my last resort where i am about to scream my heart out tonight okay today's post is nothing much but to say how heartbroken am i now..so you guys can skip it..
On the 6November2009,
Syahirah,Hidhir,Aaron,Hitesh,HuiXuan and Amirah went to these Campteen '09 where student from all around Singapore came together to learn about racial harmony better..it sound pathetic yes but it really open up my eye actually. so here's how it goes.. the first night we were pissed off because the first day was wasted on stupid games as our main purpose is to learn about racial harmony for our school. we talk and talk our way out and there came this particular guy. he has

fair skin, using specs ,has deep charming voice (manly voice),calm yet innocent face. well practically i only notice him only after he had our one on one moment negotiating.he gave me hope after telling me his life story..which is similar to mine..but now he is in this Private University doing great.he is 19 btw.

well we ended up staying till the end with me falling sick on the 2nd day.=.= that made me so pissed off and i feel like going home every second but i keep telling myself that i want to see him when the sun rises next day. And not a single day i miss to talk to him...aww until now thinking of him makes my heart beat twice as fast..breathing as hard without knowing.. There a few more girls who fall for him I'm sure...so yeah..so anyone in my position would know that they have better chance isn't it?

Ahmad Lutfi

when Aaron found Aprillia, and hidhir found Zahra

Goodbye Seniors

2009-10-15T22:07:00.003+08:00

don't he look superly Duperly Freakinnng Hot!!??
i mean ..Personally i love the hairdo!
Plus i'm gonna miss it!! and the person as well!

To ALL O'lvl Student '09
good luck wish you all the best people.
For this whom I'm close with..
3 words
I hate you!
Leaving me alone in GVSS not enough torturing huh?
well by now you guys must have Graduate....so long and Farewell
It might be the last time but we never know.
Life is short,people come and go.Sure you guys find better Friends but
please oh please just don't forget me..
3 years o..is enough to be a part of me..
And 'm not letting you guys go that easily :@

Burger king

2009-10-14T21:50:00.004+08:00

@ Friends Chalet

Burger king is a place where i will never forget.
A plce where i mostly shared it with Fie and Shida.
to tell you the truth i realised,i spent Too Much time on this two People.
I'm sorry to the others whom i may ditched without realising.
No hard feelings.

Anyway.. one of those days we were studying in Burger king
this Handsome guy came in .
He was using a Orange T-shirt,Jeans and he was squinting his eyes..
but honestly he was Hot!
He came in with his 2 other friends in white.
Medium length hair with a horrible squirrel face yet with good fashion and another standard looking one.

Getting excited. I signal to shida and said "handsome handsome!!! orange orange!!"
Out of nowhere she shouted calling for
"Hazim Hazim!!"

for a moment i was like What The Fuck??!
"You know that guy?"
But then i realized she look confused.
She mistook the word handsome for HAZIM..=.='
so fie Laugh hysterically,followed by me
And the Best part is..
Instead of the orange guy his friend"standard looking one" turned then seconds later
"GEMMOK!"
I caught that word which has been hunting me since i was 11.There was a momentary qualm.
" Did i heard he said Gemok?" fie break the silence
-"yes yes i did too!! was he referring to me?"
" no he was referring to shida! lol"
and he continue laughing his ass off..
Not only that happen..
A retarded middle age woman was pissed at shida for pinching Her own cheeks as she thought shida was mocking her black cheeks.
It was an awesome night!

Revenge of the fallen

Raffles institute or Retarded institute

2009-10-06T20:39:00.005+08:00

well so much of you schooling at RI.
i assume that you have no common sense
when you confiscated my phone with my sim card along..=.='

And yes!! Thank you Feetri!!
you saved my lion head today!!
what a bad hair day..
lol i paisey to give u back yr hairband..its loose now due to the thickness
of my hair..zzz
i shall get you one..soon

it is such a waste that FINALLY
i got A1 for combine humanities
in TERM 4.. urgh!! punani

and as for..
Nazrul and Hidir ,"darlings", who has been constantly asking for a blowjob.
i got 2 words
Fuck off!!
Its obvious that I'm joking around when i say
"yeah you want it?okay bby lets go"
waiting to feel my boobs? wait till you get promoted to 4Normal it will be a farewell give for you..jackass

live today like you are going to die tommorow

Weakness

2009-10-05T00:14:00.002+08:00

what is exactly my weakness towards boys?
Tall?handsome? funny?caring?
well i must admit those 4 are my priorities when looking into guys.
but
when we are in different religion is the worst part.
after my first experience in a relationship,i tend to plan a long term relationship with the right guy.
waiting for the prefect man will leave me boneless perhaps i have to compromise my priorities in guys?

i hate it when i found the package,his religion spoils it.
well i don't mind that he is an Indian for a race,in fact i like Indians.
i was born to be one..lol

damn this boy get got me hard

Clean Slate

2009-10-03T15:48:00.003+08:00

I've been a Slut all my life.Hanging out with mostly the opposite gender is what i do most.
i don't get along well with girls as our conversations are very boring.
Or in Rasyidah Rahman's case its very
PROBLEMATIC!
She is always late.
>not by 5 mins but alway 30-45 mins
She always have her way
> she is good in persuading.
She has the most screeching laugh ever
>high pitch laughter which is very scary to be out with her at night alone.
she is too NICE!
>Being Friends with people's opponent

i get pissed when she always arrived late.made us wait.have her way...
and yet.. i often asked myself
"why am i not angry at her when i was swearing and cursing her 1 minute ago?"
i am still wondering why?...

YES.i do keep a record of what my friends do to me and their mistakes.And i bet there are a bunch of you too who do it.Whats wrong keeping track of it?This are the little things which we look back and laugh for.

well i know Firdaus take note of people's doing. ahaha i certainly do..*winks*

You cannot explain Defeat but you need not explain Victory

Piety of a Spineless Bitch

2009-09-28T20:57:00.003+08:00

Well ahahaha i'm so proud to be
A professional backstabber rather then a
professional Cock sucker or
a having a dick with an IQ of a Pea.
lol so much for "shida,since is Ramadhan,i have no more grudge against irah"
blah blah blah.. keep the shit in your mouth.
Lol i don't even care about your damn grudge against me or your fellow bitches think about me..
ahahaha well you got piss that Kunal actually see the real you?
awww too bad thats not my problem..
and neither am i jealous of Shida with you..
Infact i don't care she is with you..what i care is what you are doing to her.. you say she is your bestfreind..convince me that whatever you done has benefinited her.. stand up for your own you spineless bitch

when you were spineless you try to get your bitches to get your back
convince others that i'm such a backstabber of you
Create nothing but an heart ache to shida

and as for you Low IQ dog. i understand why you hate me because of cameron..lol what ever you think.. i seriously didn't sold you out but before u told me not to say a word i already did.. besides that the rest he was trying to be smart guessing about your pathetic life.. well atleast when i speak out my mind i am being straight forward not like somepeople's converstaion which seems like a asylum chat room.
who else besides Fitri and her sri lankan boy i have been backtabbing or talk abt? you may speak up i am more than glad to explain why i bitch about your pathetic behaviour.

Oh Dear??

2009-09-24T17:32:00.003+08:00

it was a great pleasure to eet you the other day,

and i look forward to knowing you better in the future.

And now if i count how many times you have cross my mind in my entire

life,i'll b elying if i said it was too many,cause you only crossed my mind once..

WHY?

cause you never left ...

*slaps* wake up bitch! wow irah..you really have to wake up..

i've been leaving in a nightmare and i'm finding another menacing nightmare to add on.

Helium + Sulphuric acid> KA BOOM!!

NO WHERE!!maybe we were meant to say goodbye..

Most of you Don't know me.in fact all of you who might read this don't..

Something about me that is so dark..so enigmatic ..only my best friend knew but no anymore..

i tried telling my friends but none believed me so it stayed a secret.The guilt was so huge that it was pressuring me..i end up telling some stranger online..

i could never forget that particular incident and it changes my perspective for a certain gender..

Eg .lesbian(not the real species)

all i wanted is to take revenge on all the *lesbians in my contact but then i met this person..whom actually a friend which i met a long time ago...something about her that i like..and out of nowhere i told that particular secret..and for goodness sake she is the species i hated

"why?why of all people her?"

lay on my bed in sombre.

and now..she i never out of my head..

:thankfully not in my heart..it will take months

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri

2009-09-22T19:39:00.005+08:00

Hows your Hari raya been guys?

i know i did mention that
Irah not Gaga for Raya..
but it turns out i do emjoy it..lol
not for the kechinggg-kechingg$$$
but i just get to look nice once in awhile.
or at least i think i do..
siti sakila,siti syahirah,siti suaidah
i know we look different..or at least i am from them..

anyway.school can be such a drag now days.
its so hectic. So suffocating.
and the girl who never been school for at least 3 days a week
RASYIDAH RAHMAN
leave the lonely retard alone..which is me lah..lol
and the guy who thinks I'm in love with him but its actually his dinosaur friend who i admire..for NO APPARENT REASON
cause I'm suppose to hate him!
oh oH Oh that the fact that i have a crush on my own cousin!!! when i know that the actual fact that he is my cousin..at this age..i might as well commit sucide..geezz irah wake up!!

note: girls who see your bf dick so small.
don't laugh..
break their ego..
just cut the condom into half

Imbecile Girl

2009-09-17T23:44:00.005+08:00

well okay firstly i want to emphasize on the fact that the Title is not about me-LOL i know i was being a jerk letting the idiotic blog to be dead,
I apologized to my fellow friends and assholes who came her for nothing..
Well now lets start shall we? ahaha
The imbecile girl i was referring to was our lovely and most beautiful
Rachel Cum =D
*note the sarcastic remark there people
for those idiots who don't know her she is our Miss S ' ****Universe.
Honestly speaking,what the hell were they thinking sending this Squinted eyes cum facial bitch to represent us in the Universe? just because of Gigantic boobies? well for those who know nothing about this event let me tell you Basically S'pore had send a girl with big boobs with a low IQ to represent us. She speaks English like one Pinoy or a china person,where we, teenagers. would say
"GO BACK CHINA LA"
when you hear her and watched her. Unless you horny bastard guys who would stare at her enormous boobies Well i can't blame you..Boys will be boys..
Anyway lets move on... Yesterday 16092009 Firdaus bin Sukiman Rebonded his hair!!

its damn cool yet at first it looks like a "berus jamban" in english toilet brush. well he used to make fun of people now he believed on the terms of karma
"What goes around,comes around"

well Mama says he look good. and others says he looks cool.. he look pretty okay don't you think?? ahahaha

*Sorry fi i had to post it!

Happy Birthday singapore!

2009-08-09T21:58:00.000+08:00

I am not patriotic
Yet here i am..wishing the country happy birthday..
My apologies for not celebrating or even take the pledge taking of 20 sec in 8.22 pm
as i was busy shopping..
The benefits of you getting old each year is that i get to shop all i want at any shop..
thank you..

Well today i went out with Fiefe and Khalisa.
fie and me using Red,Black,White and Khalisa using White..
the dress that Alena bought her..
PS:to Haziq.."Besar!" la bodoh
we walk ard in circles to find the flea market
"Fleatique"
held at Singapore art museum
we met Juliana our ex-classmate
lol she was digging through the pile of clothes yet looking sexy and sassy..lol
Khalisa and i shop for Begs and its Freaking worth it!
fie and i bought Body Spray from body bath works..
its nice...
wnet home at 6..but then again..it was too boring i went out with my nephew to downtown east..
9 August Never ends..

Ps: Mr Chew Knew who i liked and likes now...F&N

Girls Day Out

2009-07-31T20:58:00.006+08:00

lol i always feel comfortable with them and i love them.even though they are not my classmates they are my schoolmates well at least Filza was fromGreenview..well anyway..we went to Tampines to watch The Hangover.Although I'm underage we get through it as some girl from some ite help us.she very pretty n sweet but look very quiet.THANK YOU who ever you are!=D

it was freaking awesome cause its like American pie beta house well not all scene got naked girls n guys though..its freaking hilarious though. Before Movie we had lunch @ LONG JOHN SILVER.After movie we slack at T1 open space then we window shop around T1.

eventually we got bored and we slacked at open plaza where we waited for some "gig "to start.actually it was more of a band competition.

Mom called nagging n i turn a deaf ear but still i had to go home as i remembered the mly story whereby the mother die bcos the child didn't call/listen or wtv shit.

PS: SBINM i really hope you know nothing...God!! KHALISA!HIDAYU!!SHIDA! help!!i think he knows...T.T can u fuck off? liking you was Accidentally Intentional? it was a joke at first..i didn't know I'll keep the feeling soo..JGN SS

Stop

2009-07-29T18:48:00.002+08:00

Get this straight in your mind that i'm not BISEXUAL..

anyway this week was stressfull..
i was so into my tests that i forgot Fie's b'day
so i owe him a REAL present then..
and people who wanna know my crushes you should atleast tell your names..

insanely unforgiveable

2009-07-22T19:02:00.003+08:00

Mashroom has always been a stuck up bitch
Pepper is like a sweet and sour sauce who looks nice but might be sour or sweet to other ppl
Vanilla was always innocent
Bubblegum was going with the flavour but something she blew it off and pops:if lucky she pops in(safe) if pops out to the floor(dirty)

Bubble was frustrated knowing that vanilla like pepper.Vanilla keep

assisting that pepper is sweet. but Once a Pepper always a Pepper..

Bubble had always have issues with mushroom because mushroom was once close to her but

at that point of time mushroom have aways backstabbed bubble

Bubble had a feeling that Pepper liked Mushroom and thinks that n Vanilla should move on..

but Vanilla never listen.

so Bubble thought talking to Pepper with good intention since vanilla says he is a good guy and

understanding.

What buble did was just tell him when the time has come she wanted to tell him something

but he was being sassy all abt it so bubble told who she was and how she knew him.

so when pepper knew buble was friends with vanilla and mushroom,he started to ask bt mushroom.andBubble herself told him that she was on the egative side of mushroom but still he insissted on knowing so buble did tell how was mushroom like but ofcourse there was also good points abt her although how much buble hated mushroom she tried not to be biased.

and as one thing led to another buble someone unintentionally told abt vanilla having feeloings for him.he was shocked at first ut then he said it was alrite and it was cool buit vanilla n buble told him not to tel mushroom as it will make things worst but Pepper did tell mushroom in the end " love "sake i guess..bastard asshole! he is soo blind bcos mushroom is bad..rotten i tell you.

so all started from bubble and all blame bubble..

bubble might as well burst

Insatiable

2009-07-21T21:50:00.003+08:00

Girls

what do you look for in a guy?

Boys

What are your intentions being with a girl?

like ,love and affection is a very different meaning and feeling

you have to differentiate it yourself.If you can't do that..no one can help you in your confusion state.

well the above is just an advised to some friends who are blindly falling in love

anyway,times have passed by and its been days or weeks i had been blogging.

schools was hectic as usual.friends are giving lunatic frenzy all over.teacher as per normal just gets under our nerves..

CA's are coming up..and I've been studying plus my sister had gone to bali last Sunday leaving me all alone in this demented cage but she is kind enough to lend me her lappy for 5 entire days she is gone so i can do my own business in the room(porn) ahahaha joking..

Nazrul-you owe me your head

Haziq-do whatever you wanna do..

Hidir-no Choco for you Mister!

CY- i don't owe any kisses you asshole

Moe or the Govt have to do something about H1N! already! i can't stand it!

temperature taking occurs twice a day for the ENTIRE WEEK!

SUT DOWN ALREADY!

49 year old man had died due to H1N1

3 Greenviewans had been infected

2 cousin of mine too and what else..mofos

ohhh and yeah!! tomorrow! Eclipse! although Singapore won't be experiencing much but still! i love moon phasing..its quite rare..

well i talked alot for today..

lets get excited=D

Revive

2009-07-10T16:51:00.003+08:00

on my way to pick up my hospitalised PC Dear Readers

Digest this..

I AM BAAACKK ONLINE!!

hahaha..sorry for not updating

there was some technical problem since

the PORN Virus had attack my PC

So personally i advised you horny bastards to get a

Slut laid rather than mutilating your own PC.

Be like Oscar,who watch lame porn in YouTube..

Of course its a misdemeanour but still..well in anyway

its YOUR choice isn't it?

okay..here's the thing..i am back online..but I'm not gonna be online often from next week

onwards as there are more important things i have to do..

and of course..i will update you with my pathetic stories

Toddles..=D

ps: if anyone have problems with their comp tell me

i recommend you my place.its a family's friend and its good

and Cheap compared to others.plus it install you more than u need.

lick my pussy for my joy,

lick it up,lick it down

lick it all around

Insanely Teemed

2009-06-20T22:47:00.009+08:00

yesterday i amble to my room
I personally thank Fiefe on what he had introduce me with.
NOO...Not porn..i had a profound adventure in that already lol.

this was what made me hypervantillate in horror.
No offence as i have friends who are one LGBT.
they (above)are known as Voguelicious.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rULytDmdS_M

they are MALAY gays who smoke and drink.they are also proud to be non-virgin.
i don't mind if they were gay. but smoke and drink too.
its a very shameful aspect for Muslims.
They have great dancing skills.their dance step is manageable for anyone to follow but what makes them stands out is their confidence and this is what made me feel like knowing them more..well i guess i was only shocked that they were mostly or all Malays*as i never seen them in my life* or at least not a brethren of them.
Sadly the one in the far right in light pink,Mohawk hair do seems quite good looking.
*i hate it when handosme guys in any race or religion are gays*
i feel sad and dissapointed obviously..not to forget that i totally do not have any chance being with them eventhough IF they were straight.

Loathe THE MUMMY 3

2009-06-13T18:38:00.011+08:00

well obviously i am a fan of
THE MUMMY& THE MUMMY RETURN
firstly i am into the Egyptian thingy as it
grabs me from the very beginning..
Basically i love history..but don't be fool by my grades for NOW..

Secondly i love Brendan Fraser

and also Rachel Weisz
i love them.i love their acting.they both do great..

thirdly i love the story line,the plot,costume
and the great picture they made..and it make sense about mummy
(inmotep) came from EGYPT

UNLIKE ..THE MUMMY 3
mummies came from CHINA!
plus they replace RACHEL!!
well Rachel was the one who did not wanna act that role.I don't blame her.
if i was her, i would do the same thing!!because the story stinks!!the
script sucks!plus the son -Alex o'connell was also replace
Freddie boath
to some 26 year old dude...okay ..so what you need an older son..
can't you get someone hotter?
like Taylor Lautner,Danial Radcliffe,David Henrie or some thing..
besides Alex prettyfer was on the list to be alex O'connell and he
quite good looking..
soo hot ..ain't he just a pretty lil'thing
but he didn't get the part..instead the old fagot did
the MUMMY3 SOO spoils my mood!!

kaninabeychochibai

Creep

2009-06-12T21:42:00.002+08:00

well the Dark side guy was suppose to be in a hospital bed
"quarantine"
but NOO
it was a prank.Ashraf was the MASTERMIND
idiots..i was actually convinced..
because din is easily infected example,
Mumbai-fever
Perth-hand-foot-mouth diseases

i cannot believe ashraf could be imprudent.
he was being a FUCKTARD!(my dictum)
i was sweltering and i could not wait to get my hands on him to mutilate
him.i do not even care if he is puny.

i loathe creeps.

Give me More

2009-06-10T17:20:00.004+08:00

something tells me he(above,Hassan) does
not want me to ride his disco stick..
lol

Vacation is been a pressure for me..
homework,revision and stuff
and i don't need my hopeless siblings or my Lovable Mum to add
pressure onto it by deafening me..geez..

lol i realize my blog post have never been about my personal problems
even though i mention about it,i never really talk about it much...

so anyway,I'm bored at home(which is a bad thing) because
i am alone,and when I'm alone,i tend to confined myself in my
room which is the safest place in my demented house.
How i wish to be having MASS orgy with my stuffed toys..lol okay irah cut it out..
i was shoveling in way too deep in my head to be doing that.

its pretty boring..

especially when i have to think again what that certain someone has done to me..
i treasure that person so much..i don't want to fight with him/her
him/her has been such a good friend..someone i can turn too..him/her is like my own siblings
and all the memories in overseas would never be forgotten..and i would never have the guts to simply throw the friendship bonds we have made together.i have to admit..the bridge we as a Group,has built is quite high and its quite impossible for me to crashed it down..

well anyway at this point of time i would wish my pp8 was never ZERO
because thats all i wish for so i would not waste my time entertaining UNKNOWN people
LOL but surprisingly i could receive calls..but percifically one and only by
Fiefe lol what?is his phone number a VIP or something?

BTW yupyupyup
Guys Trench coat if freaking hot!! go get it fiefe!!
lol COAT i repeat not oat..
for a second there i thought you were talking about
French Oats..geez..

S.O.S

2009-06-08T20:08:00.002+08:00

CATCH HIM!!

attention to my friends.. please help me out track this guy down.. the info i got was that he is known as Hisyam 23 years old.. he give dirty prank calls(unknown number) you guys try to add him up and find a way to get his number..thats the only way to make a report.. and be careful he is abit paranoid.. you must make him trust you first before asking for his number..plus let me warn you..he is a sick,perverted asshole.. pls help
Babo19866@hotmail.com

Singapore Idol Audition

2009-06-07T10:10:00.002+08:00

(SYF pic)

To all Greeviewans,
i'm here to announce about our fellow schoolmate,
my good friend,
Rasyidah Rahman
who is going for her audition today..
so don't forget to catch her on tv
obviously-part 2 of the audition
since she was postpone till today..

GD LUCK MY DEAR
Shida...

My MasK

2009-06-04T17:16:00.001+08:00

Your mask is strength. You try hard to fend for yourself. You do not let others do things for you. You often need to be in control of a situation, even if you can't handle it alone. You are always putting on a front, even if you don't feel strong at all. You don't let others see you when you're vulnerable, because you barely let your self be. Despite your flaws of always trying to act strong, you are a strong person, with strong character that can do anything you put your mind to. A lot of the times you really don't need anyone, and are perfectly capable on your own. However, there are times you find yourself wanting to let someone in but are not really sure how to.

I'm fuckingly irritated by SOME people!

Names: of a lifeless bitch_quizes

2009-06-03T23:08:00.004+08:00

Full name: Siti Syahirah Binte Buang
Alias: Irah
2e2 class:Irah yamato[manga freak]-vampire knights
3e5 Class :GAGA girl[i am straight]
Group: Hayley Geller

Lantin name:Lilianna
Mexican name:Dona Grizelda
American name:Susan Elizabeth Anderson
Irish name:Nuala Campbell
Native american name: Sokw Kaliska

Japanese name:Sakuko Takashi/ Kiriyashi

French name:Francoise Laroche
Italian name:Marta Costa
Russian name:Lilia Lubmilla Smirnov
Brazilian name:Nathalia Meira
Hawaiian name:Kiana Akela
German name:Ilse Konstanze
noble British name:Lady Clemency Frances Harmsworth

Evil name:Melantha Nox
Androgynous name:Valentine Adolphus
Vampire name:Veronique of New Orleans
uncommon name:Fidelia Avril Taube
exotic dancer name: Siren Geller

what's sexy abt my name:
Demure sexy-
You are sexy because you are reserved. You keep most of your passion hidden.
In truth, you are a very sensual and sexual person. But you mostly keep this to yourself.

You are secretly very interested in sex and very open minded. You definitely have a wild side most people don't know about.
You are comfortable with every aspect of your sexuality... but you don't flaunt it.

When you're finally alone with someone you trust, it's like flipping a switch.
You're sexually savvy, exciting, adventurous, and carefree. No one would ever guess it!

Hidden meaning
You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong.
You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know.
You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are a seeker. You often find yourself restless - and you have a lot of questions about life.
You tend to travel often, to fairly random locations. You're most comfortable when you're far away from home.
You are quite passionate and easily tempted. Your impulses sometimes get you into trouble.

You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in.
You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising.
You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.
Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.
Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.

You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.
You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.

You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.

BattleField

2009-06-03T22:05:00.002+08:00

life on earth is a battle field,
fight or dies..
love is a battle field.
the one you love would be sacrifice for the one they care for.
Sometimes i feel like living in the realm of monsters
where the are cold blooded mother fucker creatures..
I am so jealous of the dead now..
Gosh what the hell am i saying..

Radar-Britney
Confidence is a must,(totally agree)
cockiness is a PLUS (totally disagree)
being over-confident is a big
NONO!!
pointing fingers at NPCC cadets..lol
i realise most of them are..
eg,Chin Yuen..etc..
*well i know my darling chin yuen won't get offended..
did they have a deprived childhood or something?
if i asked them of course they would deny the assertion fact of mine but
again if i never ask. i will Never find out
and i will keep an image of UG peeps having
low intellectual capacity.

haha Btw i want to highlight that
Muhammad Hidhir bin Badaruddin
Is CUTE!
because he is soo
Vertically challenge..(no offence my man)
but i pray that you will get taller every day..
lol i know this is random but when i went out with the guys to east cost
there's a part of me thinking that people
staring at us because they think we are like in primary schools?
Because the guys I'm with are short and yet we misbehave
like unlicensed whores in the alley.

Clock

2009-06-02T21:51:00.003+08:00

Manusia berpegang dengan Janji
so don't promise anything you cannot fulfilled..
the same as don't
Tell us what to do,If you yourself are not coming
FOR IT!.
so was so fucking tiring i tell you..
Boys will be boys
they take years just to clean the damn room
i took 20 minutes (around there)
And omg!! i'm So proud of us for doing the Notice Board!!
its so VIVALADIVA
Striking colors,glittering etc
Gosh tmr got maths class..so lazy!!
and i'm gonna meet my VIP
David! haha and our plan..
i have to finish our mission before 1.30 pm
as maths starts at 1.30..geez..

My lunch

2009-06-01T21:14:00.006+08:00

"Ni kau punya?"

well what a Pleasant customer service i get in
BBQ Chicken Restaurant @ Ehub

i ate my lunch with..

lol Firdaus!! lol
First time i see Banana technically split into two.
he ate

Cutlet fish
while i ate

Charbroiled Sandwhich..i think
well its good..just one minah(waitress),who look like
the girl fiefe had trouble in KFC,
spoiled my mood,
her customer sucks to the very core..plus her china friend
which fiefe couldn't even understand..
ever heard this saying..
"love the Food,Hate the People"?
yeah that is it..
That's my aphorism for BBQ chicken..
lol we were so FULL that i walk like a pregnant woman..seriously..i could not bare to take another step as it seems like I'm going to be in labour in a few seconds..

East Coast

2009-06-01T10:55:00.003+08:00

Well yeah okay...i was the only girl there..
but the thing i don't care..
I've been living surrounded by boys
wait wait that came out wrong..
it sounds like I'm a whore..

Well i grow up in a normal neighborhood
but
i just get along well with boys rather than girls..
cause i feel more at ease with them..
-I could joke around and laugh my ass off without any limitation
because as usual MOST guys don't take jokes to their hearts.
-i think its safer to tell them secrets because
they don't gossip as much as the girls do
in other words
BITCH BACK
even if they do..its only among our closest friends..
-Being a girl has the authority to hit guys(i love this part) lol
unfortunately they could be sued if they hit back..*cheeky face*^_^

Well 31052009(yesterday,Sunday)
Hidhir,Ashraf, Awaludin & I went to Parkway Parade
to do some normal everyday shopping..lol like real!!strike that out..
hidhir and me had to buy some drama props for out notice board and kindly
enough Din and Ashraf tagged along.
Briefly-
Went to the Kodak>photos
Borders> Props
Auntie Anne's>Din's pretzels
Banquet>Din's cheese Fries,Hidhir's Mee POK,Ashraf *diet Salad*-.- my juice
east cost>cam whore
coffee bean>Din's Pure Caramel and our free top ups..lol
Macdonald> Dinner
then went home..of course as per normal we were being bitches at the
ONLY clean beach *except for Sentosa of course
Crowded by Pinoys,Maids etc
Get the fuck out my country!!

And save by the bell..(taffic light)
i notice the wallpaper scroll was not in hidhir's hands
"hidhir where's the scroll?"
"i thought with ashraf?"hidhir said
"Hidhir!! nOOO BODOh!!"Din Exclaimed
"its at the ground where you left it with yr drink just to cam whore"-.- i said
being "GELISAH"(don't mind the mly word-Fiefe) so they ran back while din i i Strolling at the back..lol and we walked by Ahmads and Pungut's house(those who knew me well even my family members name well -.-)

lol there was more..its fun with them..
TOO BAD FIRDAUS has to
"STUDY"
yeah fiefe u missed the part ashraf leg humping din..our
for MALAY O'lvl..he missed the whole lot of fun!! our private time on bed*winks*
gang bangS..
take note* Din was on TOP!!hahaha he loves us more..
anyway!!
Good luck seniors!!
to all..*flying kisses* haha my gd luck charm!

Eyes

2009-05-29T21:56:00.004+08:00

well lol i have just the perfect picture
for a perfect topic..

well does eyes really says it all?
good liar?good actor?
doesn't matter..your eyes tells it all..
you smile with your eyes..
sadness shows through your eyes..
Anger shows in your eyes..

but something a Friend of mine did which i may not
be able to do..
To penetrate through your eyes and break the wall
just to see what u are thinking..

I could feel a sharp piercing through my eyes when Anson did that
yes it was Anson..
He got it all right from the start..
what i planned and how i felt at that moment..
feeling qualm and confined..i manage to break the stare off
as it was
FREAKY!

We had a great talk and i was trying to be as succinct as possible
and he, being as liberal as ever..
i was trying to make him think that life is short..he might as well live it
and make a full of it of course ignoring the strictures he got from
whom he called Friends.

i may not be his closest friend but
although i am as homophobic as most "normal"
people are..i try to not make that as a reason to care less about Gays,Bisexual or lesbians.

Not because i have secret Fantasies being a lesbian or think being one is cool but
thats just how i think..yes you may feel uncomfortable on this topic ..so do i..
but
truthfully? why you pricked on this people?
Being what the are does not make them an outcast..
and this is my aphorism..

they are true to themselves and stick by it and they know
constant reassurance could not assuaged their fears.

majority doesn't think before they say..
most do not have a great look at them self in the mirror
i feel pitiful for you having a deprived childhood..
that's why you choose to pricked on others

when you look with your eyes,
everything seems nice,
when you look twice,
you can see its all lies.

BoysGuysManDudes

2009-05-26T20:25:00.003+08:00

oh man..

dilemma might be a word

but now i feels way worst.

There's

A-my ex
B-new friend
C-crush
D-ex crush
E-school mate

not being a bitch but yeah i don't know..

like wad haziq said I'm not that hot

its just me and my fantasies i guess.

A is back into the picture at first being my "long lost friend"after

breakup but at the moment iffah introduce me to B

and at the same time i was having a crush on C.Yesterday shida told me

abt D..

all this while,i thought D was back in Singapore but

NOOO...

he is still in @#$

so i was pissed off thinking that he came bck without informing

me and moved on with life..lol but who am i kidding? he?

wanna inform me..it will take another Gazillion years..

and there came E who is nice n smart but just a little to cocky for me..

as usual i am always mean but the think is he can't get hurt lol

well at least being myself hurt him but it nvr successfully make a distance.

gosh tmr is the upper sec performance..

i can do this..i can do this..omg!! damn scary..I'm

not at stage and yet I'm hyperventilating here..

Drama-i hate the part about microphones

Dance-i hate the choreographer who change alot of step without me knowing!come on!!give me a break u put me in the middle stage with hidayu n khalisa and yet u have to change the move without me knowing..what u want? make me look like a fool?

Master Plan

2009-05-25T17:37:00.003+08:00

yes and yes i fall so what?

stop staring at my feet as in i got another toe growing..

Well today was boring..but its fun when i got hooked up on solving Krisna

theft case.she lost her ipod once..now her MP3 come one guys

give her a break..she may look like a bitch but she is way better inside..

when u hear her say

"i'm beautiful"

at first you may be taken back but once u get to knw her..its true,

she is beautiful despite her outstanding ear piercing oufcourse

plus he inner beauty.

well basically,i or we

Hidayu,Khalisa,Naim,Adeline,Krisna and me

plan to inform the school Displine master(OM) abt Krisna MP3

got stolen.. well since its a Banned item from school

i know,the school won't take any actions by it so to make them

take an action abt it i suggest them to lie abt wad is stolen..and make it such a big case where

3 people are the victim when there is not..we are only trying to trace that mofo

who took my poor krisna's Mp3..lifeless hobbo..thats what you are..asshole..

so to keep everyone save ..i manage to warni the class and gain their trust by giving me their handphones as i hida it in my huge "make up bag" as i junk all my make up in my bag to fit

30+handphones plus 2 PSp.. gosh that was heavy

today performances such a suck up!

i mean i don't want the microphone on my hand..it feel very stupid every time u have to grab it

from the other's hand when acting..there is like a moment of

"earth to irah.irah to earth"

kinda feeling..i mean i have to get into my role then expect me to fly back to reality

just to get my Microphone??!! if i have the authority i would say

"PISS OFF!!FORGET THE DAMN MICROPHONE"

lol well there was afew parts which i didn't get my mic so i felt kinda glad

and just jolly well shout it out..

plus whats up with

"PRADA BAG?"

after "Marie"hidayah said that line the lower sec seems so

excited.."ooouuuuuhhhh"

please lah..i'm not materialistic even..lol i wonder why..do i look like i have one?

lol i don't know what came to me..i actually did slap hidayah...i paralyzed for few seconds..

i mean she did give me the permission to slap her had but then again..it should hurt..again.

"earth to irah,irah to earth"moment

the i continue acting..

you lower sec are very mean..she got slap u cheered,Ethan"anson" dies u cheered..

i hope i'll be there cheering in yr funeral...

Right Now,thats How i Wanna be

Strangely I....

2009-05-23T16:27:00.002+08:00

For once i wish i was her
to HEAL
well the facebook quiz did say so and i didn't
care about it but now..i'm desperate for her powers..
my left knee is like forever BURNING!
i want to curse but i can't cause again its my fault...
Monday
Shida n me decided to go for a jog..
and i decided to jog at the new changi lane..
shida never seen red house
so i brought her there
i was so stupid because
-it was dark and i should have known shida could not see a thing by then
-i totally forgot i was having my period which makes "them" like me as I'm "dirty"
shida started reading the notice put up at the gate n i said
"wow is damn dark"
suddenly a white flash pass across the gate i was stunned i took i step back while shida was still engrossed at the dumb 5 word notice
a Strong Flowery Smell filled the air and our legs seems to be glued to the cement
i felt like my body wanted to go in deeper into the compound
and then is when i realise i was having my period..
having myself hyperventilating i had a hard time moving awy from the place ..
1 minute later shida realise i was stiff n then she notice the strong smell
thank god by then she pul me off
better late then never..
so we walk slowly off the compound stiffly
and to add in the misery one bangalah followed us..
and shida kept laughing because i slapped myslef and
she got fucking scared as she thought i was prossesed plus
the bangalah was right behind me..
to avoid suspicion she talk is F-language with me..
of course talking abt the asshole behind me..i got scared and started to cross the road..n jogg towards the costa sands.
we went out from the chalet back gate n jog towards the right(aloha) direction
we got hyper like hell..
disturbed a few couples who are doing "buisness"
there are two cute apeks who colourful disco bikes with loud music cyling..
we enjoyed having their presence as it was damn eerie ...it was dark n lonely
only couples are to be found..
we whent crazy after the apeks and i fall infront of a big tree
at first it was juts plain pain then i realise i started to bleed non-stop.
and many2 things happen which now make me wish having
Claire Bannet superpowers.."sigh"

YesOhYesBaby!!

2009-05-17T16:22:00.005+08:00

okay i am not a big

AMERICAN IDOL FAN
but however i am drooling over one finalist..
he is good ..
he is cute...
and good musician..
nice voice..
and NO its not
ADAM LAMBERT whom i was talking abt but instead..
YES!!
KRIS ALLEN!!
he is cute..rather than Adam who is with his emo fashion sense which totally
turn me off..but yeah Adam could hit the high notes but then again it turn me off because in my perspective guys should have a course yet smooth sexy voice like Kris..
not breaking the glass of the tv set..
no offence to Adam's fans

once again
HAPPY BIRTHDAY FAIRUZ!
yesterday was great..lol
lets keep it to ourself..^_^

Horror-scopes

2009-05-14T17:42:00.006+08:00

Belive it or not
I am a fish!! hahaha

"Evasiveness is a word often used to describe Pisces. "
i don't even know what it means..hold on..let me google it
hahaha okay back..god!!for crying out loud..everyone try to avoid
something unpleasant but i am the one who does not give direct answers..
i just hope they either understands or don't by my reactions..
by not saying a word i believe it would hurt them less. right?
well at least i think so..

Well today papers was...(can't describe)
physics was manageable..i hope i got it right...
Mathematics paper 2 was such a break down..
i end up cursing the name printed below of the page..(the setter)
like i always do -.-
gosh how much i hate that bitch..
come on don't expect me to be an A1 student like yr 3E1 students..
mind you.. they are not smart they are just hardworking..
and yes...well i am just lazy enough not to be bothered but still paper 1 set by Mr.Sim was 100X more fucking easier S**T

Geez lady u make me piss off..the moment u walk in my class i feel like shaving yr hair off!!
well okay lest not get carried awy by my emotions..
lets join me in a diving course...come on..
first you need your chemistry book..
u also need yr goggles(specs if u need)
lastly yr lights tick(highlighter)
count on three..dive in yr book..

=.='

simply said..you might as well highlight the important notes at smack it at yr head so the notes will fall of the paper and drop in your head..-.-
okay i got to stop my crap now..
"Nites!"-copy righted by Shida

i love you to take me to a deeper conversation..

Brother

2009-05-10T17:01:00.005+08:00

i'm gonna have sweet tooth soon.
i'm bored at home.i knw i'm suppose to face a book right now,
but i'm no in the fucking mood to study.
i kindda miss someone badly even though i never expect to miss that person.
well anyway i stumble a photo of my bro..

lol yeah!its FIRDAUS BIN SUKIMAN
we went to T1 on 8 may i think the day we did SS n Eng test..to find present for our Mummys
we bought them DURIAN PUFF since coincidentally both our moms has the same taste
"Boyan people" as we say

the gift bag he chose
it was his mum birthday as well that day..

Dream coming true!!

2009-05-09T20:47:00.006+08:00

OH GOD!NOW I Pray TO YOU!
PLEASE OH PLEASE!!get my fucking sister to marry that
botak and out of here!!
Advantages:
-have my own room back
-Shida would be related to me!!
Disadvantages:
-no more secrets to dig in my own room
-no sharing of undergarments anymore =( lol joking clothes i meant

went to Shah's sister 's wedding at tepak sireh at Arab street
it was freaking small..but the awesome part was the guy beside me was freaking cute!
well some how or rather he is somehow related i guess since he is there too..
mummy says he is a good boy and his mom wants to take a hand in marriage at first i thought she was referring to my older sis who is not married so i laughed and continue reading the newspaper about "mas selamat"
then at home mom told me she was referring to me..come on dude!!I'm 15 he is 17
so what he is smart(engineering) n religious..i don't care..although he is super cute plus he was checking me out..but somehow i was not so hype up as i usually do..as in
"omg he is checking me out!!damn cute!!can't breath..can't breath"kinda thing u knw..
hypervantillate is 1 of my thing whihc i dun realise until hidayah told me..
lol my bestfriends should knw that cause they mimic me!!

something exploded near the expressway..i was shocked yet saddistic at that moment.

ZamZam

2009-05-05T17:46:00.001+08:00

Well today school was kinda blurr
but at least CW was fun..we dance at stage!!
and of course being me,i always get panic attack upstage
so yeah i did lots of mistake but i dun give a damn..
we had fun..(me,hidayu n khalisa)
Finally we going to touch our boobies face front..
thx to khalisa's n hidayu's ritual movement..

it will be very cool if only 3 of us in the middle group
cause we are the only giler2 upstage..

then after school supposingly to have a class but canceled
so i went home..
i got bored so i went out decided to go out to national library
-research and find source for art
well i could not contact iffah as my sis hp has no iffah's number
so fairuz tagged along to accompany me.
he was such a jinx to use green as i was wearing GREEN!
so he kembang for awhile..
after spent some time there,we went for dinner @
ZAM ZAM!!
haha damn cool to have dinner there..especially with a friend.
i usually go there with family..duh...boring..
he was fucking hungry i can tell by the way he dive into the plate of chicken briani with his hands..as i quietly n gently eat my mutton briani with fork a spoon..lol
my soya bean was the best! lol i could not have finish it without the water..
i'll be choking to death..
well overall it was a great dinner because
ITS FREE!!
lol
after that we plan to go home..i decided to take a bus because i thought it was till early
but then..we missed a bus and i was damn late!!
thank god he sent me home.i have a trauma taking 12 back home since the incident at hidhir's bustop where i was chase by a crazy black guy..

Lucky Rain

2009-05-04T21:26:00.002+08:00

i wake up early in the morning happily.
As i step right at the balcony window it started to rain.
the morning plus the fresh rain aroma filled the empty air..
and I'm glad to witness the heavy rain in the morning at 5.45 am

went to school happily.Stop at Shop& save to see my special "teddy bear"
buying his chocolates..^__^
Got caught with the DM for sniffing(FLU) at the security..
asshole cannot leave me in peace..
so i had to conduct my temperature taking in front of dozens of students
coming in to school watching me..very the paiseh..
36.7 degree Celsius was my first temperature
it raises to 37.3 after recess..still i don't give a shit as I'm already having flu.
Art was fun..basically i took the whole 3 period making Aaron steam.lol
firstly he was aroused after i put in inside my bra and pretended to shoved it in my skirt as a dildo..-.-
then it art room,he guide me to make him steam correctly "so called"
i practice on hidayu by touching her leg from bottom up and he advise me to do it the same way but by grabbing it in slowly n smoothly bring it up..lol so i did..and the comment he gave was
"it was awesome!!"
lol fucker..so horny..i didn;t knw it was that easy to make them steam..

Takin Back My love

2009-05-03T20:38:00.003+08:00

went to simei today..mama wants
to eat something
noodle-ish
so we went to simei banquet
and OMFG!
it was so crowded!!
i totally forgot about the anugerah audition..
and fuck that event as so many mamats n minahs were around..
i couldn't eat it peace..

then when to whitesands to buy some stuff and meet fahmi at NTUC
then met Fiefe and the gang-sabby n alesyha(GF) winks*
haha mummy thinks FieFe looks handsome in botak hairstyle
because both of us think its neat.

and now i'm continuing with my maths homework n preparing for art coursework..

PS:Fan if you read this post you are dead! bcoz u just said to me you won't come here ever again

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FADHLY!

2009-05-01T02:09:00.002+08:00

well today was Nasiyah Bf'S surprise b'day party
it was fun!!
well the 2 mofo above was just my extra friends who join in the fun
fairuz n najib..
well the party started late so we had to wait
with our empty stomach grumbling..
then Nas cam abt 8 with the YUMMY cake!! from secret recipe!!
then from then we sental everything they had..the chicken,nuggets,wedges and more!!
then we had water bombs!! i got pissed off at ajib for throwing at me after shida threw at him!!
you asshole!!
then fairuz helped me dry up lol that idiot practically went to the to toilet just to help me dry shida's cardigan
lol shida n me switch cardigans
then we continue eating while shida left me alone with the mofos with arab their Friend who coincidentally is there....
first time it was 11 plus n mum didn't call and nagged at me!!
but although later my dad did..lol
so arab sent us to the interchange and we departed..

Examination Paper One

2009-04-30T21:33:00.011+08:00

Getting Ready For School today was the first day of the

MYE

obviously its exam period..

its a wake up call for those who are still in the

dazed..thinking when they are getting married.

WAKE UP SUCKERS!

<-pointing to dinosaur,chipmunk, mr fool

you fuckers jolly well shut the fuck up and stop the nonsense

or i shall shoved u back inside yr mummy's puki!

irritating bastards..

its exam period for goodness sake!

well English was manageable so as Malay..

omg I'm not sure if i would pass this paper one because

for both languages was like at the tip of my finger..

not easy but manageable...

English compo-missing

Stacy Lucas Martin,(narrator,me) was reported missing n found dead

how?- a happy fun loving girl suddenly give cold shoulders to her families and friends because she lost her virginity,lost trust,lost hope

she was felt trapped and decided to commit suicide..

Malay compo-Pergorbanaan yg tidak di hargai

(sacrifices which is not appreciated)

Base on my real life story,my family's dark secret revealed here at that exact paper..

after school i went on a short journey to the mini mart blok

to find shida as i knew she would be there..

then we went to her house..i made henna tattoo on my boob n my hand..

no doubt she is good..

then when centrel to buy chocalates for her cousin's bf birthday present.

then went to my house and we talk crap and cam whore

don't worry we are not lesbians

outside the mini mart

Centre of Gravity

2009-04-27T22:13:00.005+08:00

Damn!! she is back!
with her face which has the largest amount of
Gravity as ever!!
since she left last week after getting sound by her own
"sadistic creatures"

that Freaking swine made me do
3 chapters in 1 day come on man..
just because u took my book and now I'm the one suffering..
mind those creatures who don't do their work..but i do okay..
now i have to catch up..fuck sia
Faozi make his Elvis hair style in class during art free period as
farid too step 1 handsome fella which is totally off the hooked

after school,
went to Tampines 1! with Zharfan..lol checking it out
we had a swine war about flu,acid,and all the crap that we can think off..
then fan got hungry
he bought pies from Royals and
i bought stuff at Old Chang Kee
well enough of checking the sperm in the mall
and went home..lol we seat under my void deck,
chilling while eating,then my sis came with her friend,Idz
he join in the fun..those too mofo love Arsenal..
shocking how they get along pretty quick..
especially after idz confess his gayness and sexual attraction for fan..
it was fucking funny..and there is lot more of story n jokes that we go abt..
but as for now..i have to go on with my 3 chapter homework =( sadded..lol

did you forget?that i was even alive?
did you forget?everything we ever had?
did you forget?did you forget about me?

FLUenza!!

2009-04-26T21:51:00.004+08:00

from bird flu to BABI flu!!
as per normal,babi-pigs flu
are more deadly bcos there are more disgusting..
speaking of the convertional flu..
i want to talk about the conversion of tv show
from
to

come on man!! totally spies are much more better!!
even my sister who is 20+ watch it..
whats the bloody hell you think u are doing changing it
to some crappy younger kids in a family?
totally spies are more of a chick flick to me because
as a teenage girl i could relate how they feeling..
Clover with her bitchy ways jumping from 1 boy to the other..
SAM-who is pretty n smart-reminds me of my P6 except for the pretty features
Alex-who is a total tomboy!!
3 in 1 in me...
now those crappy kids got nothing..
compared to the girls..

Layering

2009-04-25T21:46:00.002+08:00

well today went out with mum,
made ATM card
called Ramdhan to join us
Went to Orchard
cut my hairy HEAD lol
layered it although same length
it thinner now..and lighter =)

went home..bath like 1 hour
woohoo!! damn refreshing!!
on the comp and chat..
made new friend today.
Zharfan ,GVss senior sec 5..
lol finally talk to him ..
recently i randomly said
hi to him often for nothing..

Firdaus got me surprise at first saying that
Hidayah cut her hair,
not surprised by that but
the info that made me hyperventilate
was the fact she cut her hair herself plus its damn short now..n freaking butch lol

i was like breathing like hell in the bus
which made Ramdhan woke up suddenly
thinking i got stroke..sheesh..
Nice move FieFe

move your ass out of my life
move your face out of my view
move your life out my world

LEGACY

2009-04-21T20:46:00.002+08:00

who outlast who now?

so much of your energy you have huh?

i remember you claim that you have a lot energy to outlast us and i took that as a challenge personally cause i knew we will break the legacy sooner or later..and here come the day which it really happen..

The BOMB explodes!! and landed silently in pieces

that was the scenario in class today..she exploded and got dumbstruck by our behaviour and walks off..i bet she crawl home crying..

well somehow i was satisfied today and I'm done with her..

although we have to see her "centre of gravity" face every single day until our O'lvl

i will still condemn her.Personally i really think she is retarded as some t'cher says.

i hate you boy ,

i hate you being paranoid..

not gonna die & nvr will

UGLY2

2009-04-15T00:25:00.001+08:00

omg!! the New Ez-Link is such a fuck up
come on man..its so disgusting colored!
and yet my primary school face in P.6!!
was fucking embarrassing..

well my C- box is getting interesting..
a new comer who seems like i recognized his slang from somewhere..lol
i'm gonna talk to him in scl to find out tmr..
well 2 ppl are on her side..
although we are in "good terms" now
i still see u as a outsider frend u knw..
so its kinda awkward if you join in out of no where calling me lady gaga
when u have no business in it? am i right?

Nana,Iffah n Nisa...well its just a bag..
too bad lah..Nana u have the same test as yr gf..
hahaha..see u four power chicks at stadium!!

Lady GaGa

2009-04-13T16:36:00.003+08:00

This week-

Wednesday

well to have some originality i call myself Gaga Girl!!lol my cliques in class too have their own name..

Hidayu-Heidi Maccurdy

Khalisa-Lexi Ray Cyrus?Hannah Montana

Alena- Demi Levato

Krisna-David Archuletta

and randomly

Farid-Zac efron!

for those who never knew or seen farid let me tell you..he doesn't seem like zac at all nor sound like him...

Thursday

syf! scary sia!! i cried most of the time..

i shall not spend writing here what happen because i don't want to read it in the future n cry..lol

Friday

-holiday siol! when to hidhir house i shall not define how fun it is..since it rained..but then when to shida house so called "open house"

met filza,david n fitri..watch a quarter of 200 pound beauty queen n fall in love with it so i when home i watch it when thet went lepaking..

sunday

went for studies with

-khairul fahmi(extra) thx for "lepaking" with me

- nur rasyidah "late as per normal"

-iffah farzana"bring sister along,below"

izzah syazana

-kazlynn"new hairstyle babe!"

n came along david..

Fat Bitch Vs. Black Bitch

2009-04-02T20:33:00.004+08:00

EDITED by-Request.
-i did say abt the photo only..
-no offence

Well basically the BLACK BITCH refer to this "step goody2 girl" above

well yeah the whole worlds could tell i'm FAT n obviously you hit the jackpot which is
BLACK & UGLY
and FYI, i am a minah & i don't act like one cuz I AM a BITCH
dumbass.. at least i show who i really am..
unlike you..u act also, doesn't fit you in anyway..accept being black bitch is the only role on earth suits you.

since words can't hurt you..i take that as the permission of u allowing us to talk abt you.
thank you!!
its okay..its my sin anyway.

To my Greatest gratitude to the people who hated her lol even though i could create an army with you whole lots of guys,i wouldn't cos i love entertaining you guys fighting with this "honey" or perhaps "shitty" girl
"he used to call me shitty" winks at the girls..nvm inside jokes

i wonder if she realise she has barbeque-coloured ear wax coming out of her ears..hmm nvm abt that..
oh oh oh lol does she really look like she doesn't bath in the morning? thanks to my girlfriends for the info..actually she does..but i just didn't care..it makes me vomit

my blog is more like a series of stories abt how normal ppl can be "bengkok"
its not that i'm a pathetic useless bitch but as i said..i love entertaing my lovable friends and stand up for their rights..

Dirty words out Your Mouth

2009-03-30T20:08:00.006+08:00

Ps: Hidayu is right..if you don;t care why the hell care coming to my blog and irritate my eyes with yr fucking name all over my chat box and pretending you don't "care or hurt" because if you did..you won't be here in the first place..i mean if it doesn't bother you..you would not have block them either..

Well continue with my "perfect life"- mocking someone here..lol

today early in the morning i was pissed off at the General Office old lady

who didn't want to give me my IC just becuase i had no ez-link with me this morning.i mean WTF? see my face? test my IC number not enough uh? kanina

then as per normal phy and chem take place boringly.

now days i can't wait to go clubwellness because we are DANCING!!

as my friends should knw that i love to dance..you would be seeing me rocking my ass out eveyrtime i hear music ofcourse to a certain extend.

then after school met mummy who bought me briyani n chocolate bubble tea and i had to share it with Hidayah n Ashraf my darling ..thank you guys..i would not have finish without you.

then we go drama..and "cup head" according to hidayah when we say "cendawan head"

got pissed off because we were giving shitty attitude and performances.
and definah spend her time plucking hidhirs white hair

CANDID-DAY!

2009-03-26T21:45:00.010+08:00

MORNING!

Late to school by 15 sec today..wtf?
ms li said "you all have to be in school by 7.24 am & 45sec"
and the rest 15 sec are for you to run from gate to quadrangle.
well I'm not really piss because firstly I'm not alone i'm with firdaus n anson plus
ITS A NEW TERM!
a brand new start "so called"
and to put a cherry on top of my day...
ENG,SS,MATHS,MT
teacher were not in school!! we were like free almost the whole day!!!
and the top pictures are most;y describing wad majority were doing..except for me who was putting on henna ,that Naim gave me after he came back from Jeddah/mekkah,for the fun of it that khalisa n hidayu n naim joined the fun!! lol naim used it too!! of course he helped us too.
the rest-playing pick-a-stick /gambling/sleeping(points @ faozi ^_^)/minding their own business

AFTER SCHOOL

Well today we,the whole sec 3 express-Malay cohort,went for the
this theater drama thingy"black box-MAAFKAN ADNAN".Its the Most inspiring thing i ever seen
especially for a drama member,it inspired me to do well,and i know i can..plus it was a Malay drama..its so beyond expectation and also very twisted which makes it good show.
stared by this guy
Firdaus who played Adnan
lol he is kind of cute plus i had a great competition with him abt
"The most Biggest eyes"
while he was acting,its like I'm challenging him to make his eye wider..lol

IN THE BUS-sleeping assholes

dumbass bitch

2009-03-23T21:29:00.001+08:00

LETS GET HORNY WITH HIDAYAH!

Well today was one fucking day. although thanks to the STEP program peeps maths homework is postpone.
Physics was boring.. "workbook must be handed in at the pigeon hole by tmr morning assembly"
Chemistry ms Ng has this weird flat hair do...can't she do anything abt it? her class is boring too till that Faozi fall asleep!
RECESS!! went for club wellness and learn some hip-hop moves.. felt kinda weird cause i'm not good at following at dance steps..I'm more of the do it by your own type.
ART are we changing topic to RobotCup or what? art is so boring when it come to sketching.. i love when we do hand on work =D
English dumb ass was late then assume that everyone has this stupid homework she hand out and start screaming and there goes the gravity pull on her face.
after school when home. suddenly i saw this head popping out of the wall,looking at me. at first i was surprise because i was texting him and there he is in front of me. i walk forward and slowly i saw his body rather than a head floating in mid air. i walk to him and pass him this thing... one of his addiction which i had in my hands.. then went home to get my drama stuff!

see our trainer..black beside hidhir

Out Of Your Mind

2009-03-22T23:20:00.003+08:00

PRESENT
okay seriously this guy is bugging me.
he is nice but he keeps texting me 24/7
give me a break would you?

then this other guy,
he seems abit down lately after
i decided to give up on him i mean
who care rite? 1 girl go?he has a lot after him
but now i realize after i step down the rest too
seems to be giving up..come on man..like
WTF?

and FIRST AT FOR MOST!

FIRDAUS BIN SUKIMAN!!
Is in love? are my eyes deceiving me or
he did confessed it in his blog?omg!!
this is like VERY exciting news for everyone or me at least
i mean come on!! FI's in love??!!
he is Asexual as far as we know..
this must be like a hot topic or a bubbling news.

PAST
i met my ex today.
KHAIRUL FAHMI BIN NORISHAM
to pass him the goody bag i save for him
since my birthday,lol dah basi...We met
under my block after his work and start chatting again after so long.
i kind of missed him.

we talk like no one's business...
i found out new interesting news about him..lol
i would love to use it against him 1 day.hahaha
still a passive smoker,dumbass lol
"who is dumb?"
"me"
"who is ass"
"you"
"who is dumb ass"
"me"
then mummy came and join in the fun.
we talk from 6.30 to 9,well at least i did.
and there i was..wth am i doing here?..
i got to get my ass up there because i have alot
of homework due tommorow..
yes holiday is over,fun is over
back to work ladies n gentlemen.
prepare for a brain ache tomorrow.

you'll be sorry that I'm not around..
I'll be watching
while you fall

Shocking to Choking

2009-03-18T23:51:00.008+08:00

well i plan that it would probably be a normal day for me but no..

firstly it was the first day of period of the month..lets see how it began shall we? I was

sleeping facing down flat on my bed..i turn to face the opposite side and felt well..wet..and i knew it at once!

i push myself up as if I'm doing push-ups with full force cause i didn't want the bed sheet to get stained.

BUT

the weird thing was..although i was facing down..my ass was wet not my ehem lol..and stupidity lead me of thinking "something" suck it till it flow the other direction..

Then i could not sleep so i did some dancing n cleaning from 6.30 am onwards n also text a few friends which i left hanging in the night while i was fast asleep.

In the evening was shocking because Fairuz actually came to my house & met my parents..can u believe it??my first time meeting a guy who actually has the guts to come up to your house to introduce them self to your parents first?

well the freaky part was i turned cold knowing he was under my block..i mean Iffah turn cold when she around someone she likes..n I'm like with someone i dun know..or maybe a stranger who knows a lot!

then we headed to Tampines mall on the search for Blazers,Curlers n Bathrobes for Drama SYF

then ate MacDonald's as he gets hungry n intended to lepak2 abit but was cut in thanks to Nurul Fathin,iffah's sister in-law,lol who cut the que by meeting me up ..

FYI-he was fun to talk to..very funny & outgoing.

Thanks for the accompany to the mall =)

so we went home taking seperate bus ..39-Pasir ris & 65 to McPherson

again the suspense ended n boredom continues

eSCAPE pLAN

2009-03-17T18:03:00.001+08:00

PLUS IFFAH!!

well she loves to play hide n seek when taking picture!

lol i did caught 'them' on camera!! but it blurr..dang it!!

well thanks to LAW CHIN YUEN my brother-from another mother..(okay lame cheesy line)

we so called smuggled in escape theme park !!hahaha we had fun!! the haunted house was creepy..but there's a lot of comical moments there

lets review

-i went in first then i saw this dark doll which freak me out..so i turn back to be the last & hidayu pushed iffah in front ..lol ^_^

-we got lost cause it doesn't seems right plus it was dark.. so i actually knock on a wall thinking it was a door saying

'Can anyone help us?! its dark we can't see.."

hidayu n iffah was laughing their ass off..i could tell they didn't expect me to do that . I was hoping that 1 of pathetic mummies would tell us the direction..lol

-and hidayu says "AH GILER..AHH GILER" at this chain up Frankensteins doll, which was rocking back n forth ,made me laugh my heart out and there go a human pontinak me in there.

and there was this group of people whom i can say 'adik2' because they do look so kental..like sec 1 i suppose? well mostly boys ..i think about 5 of them were boys & 3 girls who came to the rescue and happily lead the way as they were very mischievous

then there came a part where they were all scared to move on and 1 of the boy,the tallest among them alhough his ard my height =.=' said 'okay'..the kecik2 go first'- basically the youngest which are his friends but then he said to us 'go on'

and i said "excuse me? how the hell would u know that we are younger?"and he gave this cheeky look..and i don give a damn..

so we went on the journey..

i was holding hidayu's shoulder and then i realise the boy was touching me (as in pushing)...from my spine n slowly..my ass in a slow steady movement ..i wanted to turn n slap but i saw the EXIT sign!! i was overjoyed that i forgot about that boy..

we also ride the pirate ship , which has this awsome ticklish feeling at yr chest area n i can't stop giggling awy rather than screaming.Iffah n Hidayu rode the water thingy...as i wait for them..i saw the boy again..n smile at me n i give him a fuck sign lol as i said i don't entertain fuckers only fucktards ^_^..then still he has the cheeks to come ask for my number..i was pissed off i pretended to call someone at i called ramdhan instead..because this bugger was suppose to show up in the first place..he was outside waiting at that moment..so i told him a plan so that he could come in for about 10 minutes..and he did..

ARDY WORKED THERE!!LOL

i was watching all along waiting for the girls..i wanted his number that moment to scare him texting him saying that i kn what he was doing because he was directly 45 degrees & 200 m away from me but too bad i didn't have his number..

well then we went to Ehub go buy bubble tea @cup walker..damn nice except fro iffah's lol which taste like sour strawberry milk lol

met up with izzah n friend and headed home ...

THE END

of my boring life..

wanna talk abt original?

2009-03-16T20:51:00.004+08:00

how many times have u heard ppl say

"be original girl"

A lot i guess..so why don't u get it stuck up in yr brain?

or u need help since maybe the band does not only get yr fringe down but also yr intellectual capacity as well?

you may have yr suckish own way of using a disgusting hairband -as usual

but MIND YOU.. i never did copied your "way of using hairband"as so u call it.

I've been using it mostly after school before you use it and i decided to stop since u use the old rag as yr hairband..but as you said

"you live not to please ppl"

so yeah hacked care if ppl actually puked looking at "it"

Look around girl..I'm not alone..so yeah do whatever u wanna do..but don't piss me off..

I'll be nice to you if u dun mind me giving u advice on fashion tips..cos seriously..i dun know weather to laugh or feel pitiful for you..i want to be yr friend but i juts couldn't..but I'll try=)

today drama was not bad..its better than i've expected..well i predicted that i'm gonna hate that mushroom bitch for spoiling my day but it turn out i'm laughing with her rather than at her..which was freaking weird..SYF is getting on my nerve btw..

it was raining heavily and i was wet...ofcourse i was freezing cold..i dun knw what was firdaus n hidayah doing switching on the air-con even though we were cold as ice or atleast i was..

went home ard 7.30 and bump into ramdhan at community club riding his bike like mat rep..

hahas n yeah ofcourse not to mention

Dino who is in NS now..sorry dude i didn't manage to say gd bye since my pp8 low

thx to

Mohd Fairuz..lol a new frend whom i've been texting..

and also..waiting for

someone to come back..not that i have feelings for him..but

i'm just curious...

SOUNDING ME?

2009-03-13T22:30:00.001+08:00

well obviously enough today i wore a head band to school..firstly not to copy fitri's unoriginality but to show "people" the correct use of it..which is to pull yr fringe up not holding it down..whats the use of it if u 'cleverly' use it that way?

Than P.E..that fucking teacher always keeps taps on me..finding every mistake i make which totally pissed me off..and why the hell should i look at his face since its shitty.

well than got some family issue which i cried my heart out in front of shida in recess time..so thank you shida for a listening ear..

than Sexual education was next..i practically enjoyed it not because it was sexual bt it was in music room plus we only have to watch entertaining videos..hahaha .Plus Alena,Krisna n Hidayu having fun getting hold on my boobs.

& lastly

HAVE A SAFE TRIP KHALISA!! DEE n EVE

and yes i did gave Tyrone yr number=D

he asked for it..heee O0000 somebody likes you...

Mofo on the house

2009-03-09T21:29:00.000+08:00

Drama was a fuckfull day with trhat mushroom bitch keep demanding us to spit out the words..
but hw i wish to spit in her face!

"where's Mrs.Julia? yes you..yr line..??wad happen to your line??"

"what? ntg happen"

"do you think its finee??"

" no??"

that fuck face..lets see the version on my head..starting from me=)

"where's that mushroom bitch? yes you..what happen to you?"

" what ?ntg"

"no..you are becoming a hideous slut"

"noo..i'm still perfect.."

so went home with pissed off face leaving my loved ones behind..

MY FIRST DEAD GIG

2009-03-08T02:11:00.004+08:00

SHIDA FT IRAH

shida's snow-cap!!first time wearing!!lol

BORING...

well i met shida fit & lizah at somerset,cathay building for fit's frend gig..its was preety plain and dead i should say..

well i'm not a fan abt Screamo so i had not much interest in it..i came simply for shida who preety much i don't think should be alone with them at that moment-no offence though..

its Mere Freindship where my concious tells me to go.

Fit was bringing or i should say meeting her new found friend fahri or somewhat his name is..

we met him at burger king at cathay n building with two other freinds of his which fit n lizah keep match making with one of them.

Thruthfully speaking fahri was quite handsome.lakeview sec 16 if i'm not wrong..well i think everyone should know by now that

Siti Syahirah Bte Buang

has a weakness for tall guys plus charming looks,i repeat charming not good looking..

well fahri was fitri's besides n got this major phobia of hot guys since 1 guy really busted me like fuck,not that he fuck me though..but i kept thinking was 1 person action affect my whole life and change the view i had for others?i guess i did..

anyway..i realised shida was the only one i can depend on..it used to be ramdhan but nw..i think back...what the hack..nw days also he's busy so i don't give a fuck with him..as in i don't want him to get involved or know abt my problems.And some times i think abt it..i'll really missed firdaus n hidayah nxt yr..=(

well good luck for yr O'lvls ,both of you..

my sugar,my caffeine n my drug..

while shida n i will be working our ass out for another 1 year..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SHIDA N ME!!

2009-03-01T23:56:00.006+08:00

AWww

so sad my birthday rained..i feel so bad as my loved ones excluding the invited ppl,drenched by thw heavly pouring rain on my bloody BIRTHDAY.

Despite the rain i can say i had a great time when hidayah cheer me up abt hw fun can it be for us to be in the rain,wet n eating (yeah we practically eat in the rain)while ppl in the shelter are damp and hungry..i laugh my ass out hearing that,well she has a point doesn't she?

plus the presents i got..I'm so happy..not to mention the biggest present i ever got

FIRDAUS BIN SUKIMAN!

he came!! after i made a wish though..lol that was a fast present but of course that's not my main wish but 1 of it..when hidayah shouted 'FI!!!' i thought she gone crazy but there he was,i saw a white shirt.tall figure half block by hidayah's head while turning to face her..

i scream my lungs out and did what hidayah did,ran towards him and hugs him..well hope his alright..we practically squashed him alright..

in addition of the other presents(sorry i don't recognisedwhich present came from who as some cards were drenched)

i received to lilo(s) which remind me of my childhood watching n loving it.

-body shop gift!! was fuckingly awesome! by 2e2 peeps i remember

a dress by divesh (lol) its a pretty white dress btw which suite perfectly with hidayah's jewelries

=D thank you!!

Alena n chin yuen n hidhir's were necklaces.i love them !! for the first time i couldn't decide which to use to school and for outing i wish i could use all 3 but i look fucking retarded!

bags n dress by ramdhan's family of course =D

and lots and lots of fattening chocolates!! hee=D

i fuckingly love them all including the cute key chains had

although there's this cute teddy bear my dad is fixing-hidayu's present=) lol its suppose to say

'HAPPY BIRTHDAY IRAH' or something.

well many came and i'm seriously glad

and thankful for those who came..n for those who didn't

i understand abt the bad weather..bt we still had fun..thx to hidayah,iffah,ramdhan,awaludin,divesh plus ashraf n hidhir who were under the table hiding but yet stayed behind with me for a moment..they cheer me up especially JAA'FAR..thank you!! ily

for those uninvited guess kiss me fucking ass and hope u got yr stomach cut off from yr digestive system since u came and eat just like that without even respecting me or my mum..fuck you uninvited soccer boy(s)...and for the one who sprayed the uncooked chicken with deodorant..I'm gonna find you n get my revenge..so yeah u watch out..prepare to blind.

There was so much of that day that i could handle but mostly i love the fact that some Friends would actually stick to the very last end even though i ended up being the only girl with you know who =.='..

THANK YOU FOR COMING ..

LOVE YOU GUYS..

Who got TALENT?

2009-02-20T11:24:00.001+08:00

Okay so the drama peeps are auditioning for 'GV got talent' yeah so? is that wrong? say what you what to say fuckers but remember this

"DRAMA IS UPSTAGE BY NO ONE'

so there it goes..it simply says we are not easily to step back cause the stage belongs to us as the Field belongs to the soccer players. ever heard of

'stick to the status quo?"

I'm sure you did..most probably 3 years back you guy are singing to it from the HSM(which is kinda lame now)

but of course those who are auditioning go ahead,i respect you for having the guts,and i hope once you are up there ,you know how it feels like..for those who are not auditioning but have a mouth like pepek ayam ,i suggest you to shut the fuck up cause you are hypocratic bastard who have no life criticising others.

anyway to day i had pretty fun despite the stabbing pain of menstruation cramps.

after 3 free periods-thx to the absence of Mrs 'kunya' we had P.E where we had to run to Changi and back around! i was very excited cause i was the leading girl of course after the sportsmen boys people-horse,dinosaur and others..then it STRIKE!

poke poke poke poke

my cramp stab me in my uterus lining

after the first stop,which i got first(officially) i started to curl down the roadside rocking while waiting for others..then when its time to continue i had to walk back being the last..=.='

lol i taught khalisa how to run faster..seriously you'll feel like flying..

then after school we ate in the canteen -me,alena n khalisa we start talking abt how the sexual education was like to BLACK because its states that the girl only when online to find boyfriend because she is not good looking enough but at least the girl had her limits unlike SOMEONE who exaggerates her life story until she has uncountable boyfriends which everyone believes to be online stead which last for like what? 1 day or less?

then in the evening after my afternoon nap,i wake up in shocked cause i dreamt of dinosaur! i never dreamt abt him before which is shocking plus the morning i dreamt of skunk.so i could say today is a weird day,i went to Dee hse to basically to watch them sing and join in the fun..we did alot of this video editing and its in youtube now..its fucking embrassing-firstly we look like a totally idiot,secondly-only shida voice was gd ,thirdly-me n deena strip our shirt off bcos we were hot,don't be silly we had our singlets on although yeah embrassing though..

SAY AGAIN??

2009-02-16T20:57:00.003+08:00

EXCUSE ME?
PFFFTT are my ears deceiving me again or did she did it again?
F.Y.I you were never in my cliques so i don't think you have the rights to call code names eg.dinosaur(not to mention name) i hope you read this since i notice you are 'loyal' to my blog god knows what you were searching for.i hope this is 1 thing u were trying to find.
although it has NOTHING to do with me..she just get under my nerve not to mention i have to see fucking face in class and in quadrangle!! that "LOVELY" teacher of mine always come wrong timing and i have to seat right behind her fucking ass.And honey get that ugly rag off yr head cos its soo does not suit you.plus the bun hair do its really disgusting which makes you look like a nanny in the 80's matching with the 'outstanding' ear studs you have.well sympathetically honey..have the courage to join me as i will slap the crap out of you and teach you to be original.
i repeat
ORIGINAL!
Ps: we might not live to please people but majority are not selfish enough to care only their stinky faces but also abt others plus i don't think anyone wants to be entertain by you..Btw..its
"i dont live to pls ppl"
was Ruzaina's line?
DINGDINGDING!!
again we have a copy-righted file..time to terminate and destruct..
well i guess the destruct is not really useful for you
as you are already

school was pretty normal,very hectic like its country too.
supplementary class i fall asleep right in front of teacher ..thank god he didn't seem to notice his 'good student' is snoozing away.Drama in the other end was quite unexpected!! i get the Julia role for SYF!! damn it!! i was hoping to get for the show case!! god its such a pressure!!very tension now..worried a bit..but save it for later..i have 1 months to rehearse for it..but my maths in front of me needs less then 1 day to be finish before my head get chopped off!
tataz.. be updating soon=)
PS: the criticisms i made is for yr own good honey plus I'm siding my friends who feel pressure by you bugging them=)

Take Flight

2009-02-07T15:10:00.003+08:00

07.02.2009

Farewell for real i guess..

at first i didn't care but as the clock tick by & the blazing sun staring at me up on the sky

makes my feel anxious.. woah!!there goes a mixed salad feeling again-should care or not?

then i say..what the heck? just go online and feel better..but instead..i don't know wad i was doing..after browsing and surfing i ended up to the airport website and click on the departure site.

then there i go panicking checking every hour of flight depature...and it doesn't end there.i go crazy realisng united arad emirates was big and there was dubai?istanbul?and abu dhabi.

plus iffah was asking should we go to airport? and i said for what?? i don't want to be a stalker..or a better word ' DESPORADO ' she said lets just watch him from a far..i was like what the hell?? lol for wad? it that sense we are stalking..and in addition it would hurt does it?think abt it irah..just watch someone take flight as u watch behind wall from a far, with your throat stuffed with a thousand unsaid words,hands tied up and legs glues to the ground.

might as well do the same it " R.I"

Retarded Institution.

hahahahas

talking about R.I,as in the real raffles institution, well a school full of gays.

lols that what u get for being smart,your brains go haywire.i have no offence to gays but this gays in boys school are really something! and fuck the government for making special schools for them.they are smart and most of them are fucking gorgeous..raffles,victoria..blah blah blah.those gays in mixed schools are different.they are unique cos they have a choice yet the choose what they wanted and what the attracted to.sometimes i think the Bi are also impressive,cos they are are very lovable and understanding cos they actually like both genders and to me it takes a lot of it to feel that way and to me i think they widen their views and think perspectively cos they been through many stuff.

Publicity

2009-02-05T04:27:00.004+08:00

okay firstly,i must say i am okay if u guys insult my public performance

cause i learn to take as a criticism for my better self but

I'm not okay if u guys mingle through my personal life and start insulting it.

ANYWAY...

Sometimes i think my day depends on the weather.

Because i realised,i always have a bad day (school day)when its raining,

but of course it up to me to make the best out of it.

4 Feb on wed was horrible..well not exactly..but i was feeling moody all day.

i felt sad and i keep looking at the sky as time pass by.'Its like i want to go home' moment,

and school is boring this year,NO Seniors are handsome enough to help me relax my burning eyes.Plus Drama! can it get any worst?firstly I'm glad there are a lot of sec 1S!but still SYF!!Fuck man..come one give me the role that i audition..i know maybe you see the potential i have to be 'Mrs Julia' the bimbo tic mother!! hahaha but still i can work it out though its just WHY??!!

i don't see her in me..I'm scared of acting something that i am not and screw up..especially for SYF! many2 times i have screw up my performances..that aching butterflies in my stomach won't stop till the next day man..sheesh..

Think People

2009-02-01T15:49:00.002+08:00

girls who are desperate for love,do you even realise what is love?

despite the lust,affection and the

'reaching out for the stars,can't eat can't sleep kind of world series' feeling

love is the road to pain in this kind of stage..come one you are too young to fall in love..

isn't the love from your parents and friends enough?

for some of you would would read and thinks 'what the fuck? how would she know she does not have a boyfriend'. Think again..I'm not the one who is desperate enough to be All OVER A BOY in this kind of age..

what i do is crushing on a guy,live happily ,wait for an answer,whether he like me or not,and move on.If he likes me I'll get to know that person better and see how it goes through out my childhood or 'teenage-hood' of mine.

learn this girls..you have this privilege that you take for granted

FREEDOM!

you loose it just by getting attached to some boy.

think and see where you going girls.look at the pros and cons of it and see where you leading yourselves.don't tell me up on the deserted stairs cases getting yr mouth full of ***** or your hands dirty.

My ScrapBlog!!

2009-01-31T15:28:00.001+08:00

2009-01-30T17:13:00.002+08:00

Siti Syahirah Bte Buang =)

what does it mean?

What Siti syahirah Means:

S is for Shy

I is for Insane

T is for Thrilling

I is for Ideal

S is for Sensual

Y is for Young

A is for Amazing

H is for Honest

I is for Intense

R is for Revolutionary

A is for Active

H is for Happy

What does it say?

Your name says that you are mostly:Charismatic but impulsive

Your name also says you are:

Artistic but extreme

Dynamic but aggressive

Perceptive but paranoid

MARCH

Your Birth Month Says You're Upbeat
You love life and exude an outgoing, cheerful vibe.Blessed with a great sense of humor, you can laugh at adversity.Your soul reflects: Respect, desire, and generosityYour gemstone: AquamarineYour flower: DaffodilYour colors: White and light blue

My expression numbers?
Your Expression Number is 11
You tend to be associated with idealistic concepts and spiritual issues.You have high potentials that are somewhat difficult to live up to.You have very strong intuition and you can be a bit psychic at times.Highly inspirational, you can lead merely by your own example.You have an inborn inner strength and awareness that helps you advise others.Although you have what it takes for a successful career, you belong outside the business world.Overly sensitive and temperamental, you tend to have a lot of nervous tension.You dream a lot, so much so that you may be more of a dreamer than a doer.Fantasy and reality tend to get intermingled for you, and that leads to impracticality.

Smart Act

2009-01-28T19:32:00.004+08:00

gosh i feel pityful for that low life

BITCH

thats what you get for interfering with my life.

a low intellectual capacity which is under developed who

mingle through people's life to act big in cyber world where in reality they are just a piece of crap where others don't even give a second look..or maybe

since they look pretty UNIQUE,if you understand what i mean..

Now i have a reason to bitch back..hee =)

people who read her fucking blog you would understand wad I'll be posting..

mostly to answer her undefined pathetic words.

firstly..i do have enough attention from my parents,

UNLIKE YOU

who seek attention from others as well.

and

UNLIKE YOU

i have real Friends out there whom i care and

those who have my backs as i have theirs,

i think i would be the ONE who is more

suitable to say..

YOU MESS WITH THEM,YOU MESS WITH ME.

UNLIKE YOU

i may be a 'fatty' but look at the fact shall we?

i am WAY more PRETTIER THAN YOU

i am way more POPULAR (as in more friends)don't get me wrong peeps,

than you

and i have much better fashion sense than you..

aren't i right?

YOU FUGLY SLUT..

not happy?i can't have a poll for you..

BTW i can't believe you said i stole yr friends (hidayu,khalisa) away from you

because..they NVR LIKED YOU!get the facts right babe!

and for the record..why don't you go home a suck your father's balls..

isn't that wad u said??now why don't you do it?

YOU live in this world not to please people but at least try too..since your face its not pleasing enough...

24 hrs! time!

2009-01-28T00:07:00.002+08:00

breathing slow,

watching the times it off tick by me,

knowing that you are going off in 23 hrs and56 sec

must you go?how sure are you you coming back?

lol irah oh my fucking --- get a life..

although you are living fine in yr new revolution life

its juts that,

FORGET HIM

yes him

SHEIKH ABDUL MUHAIMIN..

lol what the crap..

okay i don't care if the public knows that i liked this obnoxious bastard.

well cos as far as he concerned its just a crush and I'll get over it soon..

WELL YOU ARE FUCKING WRONG MR!

but i am looking at that option for now..

cos since you and your little 'girlfriend'

are on and off at times,

why should i even care right?

sometimes i just want to disappear some place and

i don't want to stay to long as

i don't want to fit it where i don't belong

TICK TOCK TICK TOCK!!

walk away and you'll be my past...

No Words

2009-01-26T15:10:00.001+08:00

My Light

i build a wall but the came tumbling down,

without a fight or a sound and you came crushing down.

you are my saving grace.

you are everything i need and more.

its written all over your face,

but too bad you have to go.

hit me like a ray of sun

burning to my darkest night.

you are the only one i want..

you got me addicted to your light..

I swore I'll never fall again but it never seems like falling,

but more og breaking.

My Air

i want you to be around me

or atleast (somewhere near me) like

the air surrounding me.

losing you is like living in a world with no air.

i'm here alone and i didn't want you to leave.

my world revolves around you,

i can't imagine myself you being fucking far away

i don't know why and i don't even care.

My Medicine

they say your kiss is like a pill,

design to change how i feel.

i didn't knw u well,but you ease my pain

so tonight i'll need your medicine through my vein.

Trapped in my emotions,you get me hooked

yes you get me addicted.

2 more days a few hrs from leaving

Stupidity

2009-01-25T02:40:00.002+08:00

STUPIDITY

Of humans not appreciting mother nature

Of goverment selfish needs

Of people not appreciating the Art of Drama

the Art of Dancing

the Art of The World

Of invention of cars

Of couples who are to self absord to themsleves

of a boy who loves a girl who busted him

of a girl who loves the boy who didn't care

Irah don't get yourself deep into your fantasy world cause you were always scared to be drifted there.Keep yourself awake and make sure you stick to reality.

So it will be easier for you to except the truth if anything happens despite the deep depression

you gonna take in until you get over it which usually takes up to 3 months.

and better yet you have to step aside,cause your close friend is deeply in love with him

and you don't want it to make it a competition although there is none

but you know its best for you

and at least she don't have to feel

insecure of herself.

Bare in mind he is going no matter what and nothing

you can change it like how u wish it would happen in Hindi movies

which is very melo dramatic especially reviewing back your life story

its a pathetic story to sell which don't even stand a chance to make its way to the blockbuster.

seriously a stupid story of a Hero that don't even care abt the heroine feelings.

" then what you want me to do"

answered by iffah

"ok i'm bored gd bye"

my gosh! hurt much??

CNY PERFORMANCE

2009-01-24T01:30:00.004+08:00

FUCK YOU SENIORS!(boys)

thinks its easy up on stage? why don't u try it?

why not?Big daddy no balls?

Firstly i knw i screw up.

Secondly the AVA was responsible for the microphone.

Thirdly u guys has No Fucking rights to insult us on stage,you insult my members you insult me,and when u mess with them you mess with me..and you have to deal with me or the others whom i knw is capable to shut u guys up.DRAMA is not just a CCA,its a family.Heritage room is not just a room,its where the actors in us were born,where we call it home.

but i'm PROUD!

of the drama juniors,first time they did their OWN show and they pull it off.

and thanx for the critics(not being sacarstic) you useless bastards,from there is where we grow to a much better person/actor.=]

Gosh without the seniors up there(stage) was really terrifying! i felt completely lost.Thank god they skip class !i can't imagine myself stranded behind stage without them although i knw 1 day i have to deal with it sometimes but its just not now..its to fast and its just a break through. ITS JANUARY for goodness sake!! they are still on the GREEN zone where they could act! as a part of drama member,don't waste it on just SYF teachers,as all we knw they love the fun on stage as much as i do.

Leaving

2009-01-22T15:50:00.003+08:00

BaDaBimBaDaBoom!

and there you go to UAE in 6 more days..(tecnically)

i want to countdown but i didn't even want the clock to tick away.

even though the truth hurt me bad..ok not only me..also,a friend of mine,i don't know why i still liked you.From the start i have liked you even though you were with another senior and i'm just a noob junior in drama i acted as if i don't like you since everyone seems to act like it too..lol but on that particular BBQ pit day,where i told a freind i had a crush on you,surprisingly she admited too.from there i felt like a lost but there was also a feel of defeat even though there was no battle. i love my friend so much that i tried my best to hate him or act i don't care when i actually do.how could not act when everytime after meeting him she says she loves him so much when at the start she says she hates him infront of me.i knew it was coming but still i silence myself.The day i told her,i gathered my courage to tell her but end up she like him too ..and now i feel like a hypocrite lying to myself n to other ppl as well..

Now as i'm lying to people and acting the way i do..who knows the truth?

Does anyone really know who i like?

who is in my mind?

who is in my heart?

who is in my wallet?

who is in my phone?

who is in my book?

Gosh i sound like a freak..nvmd

if she loves him so much..i'll back off..just give me 3 months..that all i need..

haiz...great..he will be gone in 3 months..=(

LONG BREAK

2009-01-22T15:19:00.003+08:00

Miss me? lol

sec 3 babe!school was great..yeah!!haha well never heard me compliment about school before? well guess i'm turning a nerd anyway..well no no no not a nerd a geek..its better.

aiming mostly A1 and A2 even in maths!

shocked?lol lets see how my life turn out later this year then...

school-Greenview sec

class-3E5'09

Form Teacher- Mrs cheryl Chew

EnG & SS-Mrs cheryl Chew****

Maths-Mr Sim****

History-Mrs Vijay(Miss Prem)****

Physics-Mr Ong Yu Eng***

Chemistry- Miss Allison Ng***

Art-Mr Edmund Heng****

MT-JAWAHIR!!!lol***

PE-Mr Azarizal =.='***

MAY-DAY!!

2008-09-14T09:09:00.004+08:00

haha mayday mayday!!

CPR my BLOg..its dead!!
lol i'm writing on behalf of Deena & Firdaus who complain about it being dead..=)

have you ever fell in love with someone you shouldn't have?
its is because-he is a jerk?
or
-attached?

well if it is because he is a jerk...its time for you to wake up and find something new to fill up yr life rather than waiting for him or wasting yr time for him..

if its because he is attached..
well,if he doesn't know..you should let him know..after knowing
how he feels,than its yr choice to make the decision for yourself.
in my experience, i choose to continue falling for him,but i have to keep it bare in mind that he is attached,its is more painful to know that he loves me back but it just a complicated situation..but thinking twice..I'm lucky to have him in my life anyway..i realized i love him..but i don't need him to be mine..i just need him to be by my side...=)

MUMbai bangers!! in singapore

2008-08-17T12:58:00.007+08:00

Complicated!!!

2008-08-17T12:45:00.002+08:00

okay..this how the merry go wheel come about..

i love this guy> this guy love me back> but we confess too late to each other> he have a stead aldry..+

now this sec1 guy ask me for stead>...confusion starts..
although in this confusion i'm happy as a bitch i know..got rejected by ' him' ..serve her right..she was too confidant on getting him that she even ask me to fuck off..

i wanted to step down..not bcoz that bitch ask me too but for the sake of his stead..but he don't want me too..u know wad i mean?? he is not a playboy though its just..wrong timing..i'm too late..

The BIG No No!!

2008-08-01T23:38:00.002+08:00

This is totally wrong..i have promise myself to hate guys after some incidents..but still why do i have feeling for beruk??alalamak!! isk
i nvr wish this to happen..my close Friends u would know who I'm referring too.. actually i dun mind liking a guy but remembering what happen in sec 1 with my 'crush' i felt scared again... but i think i knw why i feel extremely scared! bcoz!! that idiot divesh told him!!
urgh!!

i used to like-mahdi..but since he dun even know i exist so i dun give damn also..
-F...another asshole..but he knew cause i told him but lucky he nvr told or brag abt it.

Now-R

it could get worst i know..haizz=(

memories of the past

2008-07-23T20:10:00.008+08:00

moments of the past times

hidayu n divesh ft elmo

being homo??scandal with elmo?

shiok sendiri

i'll get you!!khalisa!!

HELLO!!!

2008-07-16T17:27:00.002+08:00

hahas its been so long i've been gone...

well i have no idea why i'm not updating my blog..lol maybe i'm just busy or LAZY!lol

i've been into homework,studies n my own imaginary world,writing stories of my own....

there have so much thing happen..but let it be unknown...=)

i think i change alot

2008-06-13T23:16:00.002+08:00

i change a lot worst now..

my grades are dropping
i got attitude problem
rude n nasty little bitch

why?

grades- obviously since miss Yong nagged at me to pull my socks

attitude problem n nasty-i scold my friends for small things..i fought back with my mum...i don't appreciate the people who were with me..n most of all i didn't appreciate the one who loves me..gosh..

i was self -centered i must say..and its been long then i realize i lost a lot of my close friends...i dunnoe wad came over me..

Farah-my old childhood friend:i slap her for just annoying me so much(i didn't mean too) sorry
Aidil-neighbor : splashes water at his face for screaming to loud
Anson-primary school friend: insult him of wad he loves to be
Fahmi-ex bf-blame him on my rough day n didn't even appreciate him all along when his with me.

and i even realize..i am not as friendly i used to be..i think I'm quite ignoring some friends..

wow! 3 weeks of holiday gives me time to reflect big on what I've done...and surprisingly..some even started war in my own blog without me noticing.. haha but nvm ..i deserve it..

well but i have this friend of mine..whom i respect a lot..
-he was there when i needed him the most
-he was there when i got scolded by my parents
-he was there when i cry
-he was there when i laugh n smile
-he was there to give me advise when i need( even when i don't need it)

he is a very intelligent n brave guy..gd fashion sense...and a true friend..
he doesn't seems to care was other thinks of him(although he do sometimes)but he just teaches me to think positively n be happy n smile till my last breath

n yes he is like my own brother..although i have 1(useless)
sometimes i wonder what would i be if i had not meet him an the other drama ppl n didn't even go to greenview..

AVATAR !! loving u beb!!

2008-06-13T23:13:00.001+08:00

Aang is the fun-loving, 12-year-old protagonist of the series (technically he is 112 years old, due to his being frozen in ice and sustained in the Avatar State for 100 years). He is the current incarnation of the Avatar, the spirit of the planet manifested in human form. As the Avatar, Aang must master all four elements to bring peace to the world and restore the balance between the four Nations. Aang loves to travel the world and is always eager to learn new things. At times he is somewhat naïve of the world and others’ true feelings, as he is often too preoccupied with the events immediately surrounding him to notice what occurs on a more in-depth level.

Katara is 14 years old, and the sole remaining Waterbender of the Southern Water Tribe. Katara, along with her brother, Sokka, discovers Aang at the beginning of the series. She and Sokka accompany him on his quest to defeat the Fire Lord and bring peace to the war-torn nations. Katara is mature, loving, and responsible. Always looking out for the well-being of others, After the passing of their mother at the hands of the Fire Nation, Katara took on a motherly role over Sokka, a nature that she later took to in relation to Aang and Toph. She is an apt leader when the situation calls for one. However, she can be overbearing at times, and believes without exception that her way is the right way, never relenting on her views even when they are disproved. Despite Katara’s kind nature, she has a temper which, when combined with her impressive waterbending skills and idealistic views, can be quite destructive.

Sokka is a 15-year-old warrior of the Southern Water Tribe who, with his sister Katara, accompanies Aang on his quest to defeat the Fire Lord. Sokka describes himself as “meat-loving” and “sarcastic.” Unlike his companions, Sokka cannot bend an element. However, the series frequently grants him opportunities to demonstrate his true gift: ingenuity. He takes great pride in his mental and physical strength, though it is often overshadowed by others’ ability to bend. He is extremely clever, relying on science where the mystical and martial arts elude him, though his silly and immature manner often causes others to underestimate his intellect. Instead of mastering an element he is given a chance at mastering a sword, which he does in his own cunning way. His common weapon is a boomerang, and he recently forged his own sword using the metal from a meteorite.

Toph Bei Fong is a 12-year-old, blind Earthbender who leaves her wealthy lifestyle and home to join Aang on his quest in order to teach him earthbending. Toph has largely lived alone all her life due to overprotective parents, which makes her somewhat selfish, sarcastic, and, at times, bitter and arrogant. Even though she always seem to be sarcastic to her friends, she is a very deep thinker. She also does not hesitate to speak her mind and is bluntly truthful. Though blind, Toph “sees” with Earthbending, feeling vibrations in the ground that objects make when they are moving.

Zuko is the exiled 16-year-old prince of the Fire Nation. Zuko is obsessed with capturing the Avatar in his quest to restore his honor and redeem himself in the eyes of his father, Fire Lord Ozai. His character matures throughout the show, influenced by his time as an exile, and he becomes less of an overbearing pompous prince and more of an emotional outcast, at times struggling with his feelings of pity and bonding with the same people his nation has terrorized. Zuko’s maternal great-grandfather was the previous incarnation of the Avatar, Roku. Zuko often acts coldly, but has revealed himself to be a very caring character as well—a trait most often exhibited in the presence of his Uncle Iroh. Zuko’s appearance is well-known due to the scar over his left eye, which he received during a forced Agni Kai with his own father. His regret, hate, and shame were influenced by the loss of his mother. In his father’s eyes, Zuko’s sister Azula was born lucky while Zuko was lucky to be born. Zuko is currently in a relationship with Mai.

Azula is the 14 year-old-princess of the Fire Nation, Zuko’s younger sister, and Fire Lord Ozai’s pampered favorite child. Azula has been cruel and self-centered her entire life. Her mind is set on war and power; she manipulates and even tortures others to advance her own desires, ignoring family and emotional bonds whenever necessary. As a firebending prodigy with a sadistic personality, Azula is a dangerous Bender. She and Iroh are the only two Firebenders shown who can bend and produce lightning, but Azula is the only one shown who can produce blue fire, which is much hotter than an orange flame. She sees others as expendable, and intimidates her lackeys and all those under her command.

Iroh is a retired Fire Nation general and Prince Zuko’s uncle. Iroh is the older brother of Fire Lord Ozai and was the original heir to the throne of the Fire Nation. A powerful Firebender of great renown and respect (he is known as the Dragon of the West), he looks upon Zuko as a son more than as a nephew, especially after the loss of his own son, Lu Ten. On the surface, Iroh is a cheerful and kind old man whose hobbies include drinking tea, playing Pai Sho, and singing. But inside he is a very determined individual who would do anything to protect those he cares about. So far he is the only one shown to know about Zuko’s ancestry and destiny. Much older and more experienced than any of the other main characters, Iroh chooses to take a less active role in the affairs of the series, acting as more of a mentor and guide to Zuko and most everyone he meets, including Aang and company.

WORDS CAN'T DESCRIBE..

2008-05-27T22:44:00.003+08:00

well today i went out with khalisa,divesh n vicky to tampines mall as khalisa wants to go shopping..=.='

i had to climb out the window to go out as i was lock inside my room coz the fucking room door was spoilt...quite embrassaing though after swinging to the next window n then realised passerby was starring at me like fucktards..

i dun noe wad else to say..

oh ya!! i saw mahdi n khalisa saw kaname!! haha wat a dream come true..well not fully though...

now i think i like someone but i can't...thats the problem..and i have lot of reason not to.. haiz... should i tell him?? no..i shouldn't..wad the hell was i thinking... urgh!!
ok nvm find someone else...=.='

I WAS TAGGED!!

2008-05-18T23:31:00.000+08:00

#1 if your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
SHOOT HIS HEAD!! BASTARD!!not surprise if he did..
#2 if you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
=.= not to be breathing n ageing now
#3 what will your dream wedding be like?
very the grand!! lol
#4 are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
dun give a fuck
#5 what's your ideal lover like?
tall,handsem,gentleman.STRAIGHT,humorous
#6 which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
being loved by someone duh..
#7 How long do you intend to wait for someone u really love?
as long as i want ..as long as i can..
#8 if the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
do ntg...say'nice girl' n walk off
#9 is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
exam,gays,boys(some)
#12 how do you see yourself in ten years time?
succesfull??or dead? anyway it fine..
#13 who are currently the most important people to you?
ppl i know n often talk to
#14 what kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
A HEROINE LOL.she is very dependable
#15 would you rather be single & rich or married but poor?
tats easy .. SINGLE AND RICH ! -obviously
#16 what's the first thing you do every morning?
check my phone
#17 would you give all in a relationship?
depends
#18 if you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
i'll find the equations first lol...depends la..
#19 what type of friends do you like?
retarded,hipped,open,humarous,fun,crazy
#20 what type of friends do you dislike?
boastful,homo,irritating,nosencencical
Tagged by : HIDAYU!!

ALMOST OVER..

2008-05-11T18:11:00.003+08:00

exam almost over..i actually dun give a fuck wif it..i aim for final that all..
but all i hope is that i pass most of it...

I MISS MUMBAI!!!

the country

the people

the food

the school

being in mumbai is a very different experience,although Singapore is better country ,i find peace there besides the busy traffic...

i just wish someone who just take me away to go there every once in awhile...

thx to firdaus..I'm crying my heart out missing mumbai now...asshole you..

FUCK!! I CUT MY HAIR!!

2008-05-04T10:45:00.005+08:00

sweet & sour!!!

mummymummy why??!! why??!! my hair!!!!!

well when to far east yesterday..to shop but end up go to my salon n cut my bloody hair wif mum's nagging..

n fuck my sister !!! my fringe was okay ...b4 she said 'banks!!!'

so wadehack..fine ..try banks den..

i wanted to cut concave but to many 'minahs' cut it alrdy..plus my coloured hair..it would make me double the minah..

after that i went whitesands with firdaus..bought my loreal shampoo..try out some mousse n stuff..

den when to NTUC to get some snacks n sugar for cik samnah..ahahaha

it was getting late n firdaus have to go home..soo..i went home too coz i don't stand alone at a shopping mall..it make me feel like a freak plus my new hair cut...so i dun feel comfartable walking ard alone...

thats all..