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Try sleeping with a broken heart

who am i kidding?
O'vl is getting closer and i'm playing with fire.
Well i have to stop before i get burn but ironically,
both ways i still get burn.
if i stop ,my heart will be burning if i don't my future will turn to ashes.
i didn't ask to fall for him but i just did.
Parents wants me to Be better then the rest of my siblings.its very typical of them.
everyone knew i am a strong girl but who knows i could get knock in my knees as well?
Friends on the other hand,i just realized they took me for granted.
they get benefits from me because i loved them..but i had enough.
siblings pulak.. surprisingly they are the closest by blood but they know nothing of me.
a few days back i confined myself in my room crying.
at this point who really thinks i'm crying about relationship wreck ?
haha nice try..contact me then..cause you got lot to learn about me..*if you want to ofcourse..
Well i basically Damn Freaking angry at someone that i swear i wanted to kill her..therefore i cry cause my body was trembling with anger..she was like so closed.i could sense her near me,hear her but i couldn't touch her..all i wanted is to Stab her.
I hold it back and cried.i threw everything off my bed,punch the wall and blast the room with music.
I wished she regretted having me,i wished he regretted making love,I regretted going into the ovum.

Fuck it

Hello bloggers!!
well obvious that i got something on my head isn't it?
because here is where i go to shout it out..

My thumb is feeling better!!!
for those who don't know..
my thumb met a cute accident while locking Farid n Farihin inside the class
that faggot-farid freaked out and kicked the door and my thumb went in between the doors
ans snap!! my thumb blurted out blood..
and worst still doc says my vein burst due to pressure..ewwwww right??
Sadly i cried when shida said "irah your vein!! your vein!!"
i mean come on..don't grossed me out!!

haha then finally .. a week later shida injured!!
she fell..her leg was injured.. karma baby!! lol
no offence baby..but i just love the fact you fell.. now we are equal..
she aided me and vice versa.

then i found out..some bitch who i respected alot..seems to be a mother fucker behind me..
shida you know who..
i still Can't believe sia!! kanina!!
what the hell i do wrong to her? is she like fucking deprived for friendship?

when i think about it..i realised how many flings i had..
i didn't even realised.. i am no better then A*******
damn it sia..
But now there's this guy who caught my attention since the first time we met..
ironically i hated him for the past few months before i knew him..
i know thats not good,judgjing a book by its cover..
but hey.. look..give a chance and you never know.. you guys can click..
but ofcourse i'm refring to freindship..Relationship comes afterwards..

one thing i hate is that.. i take things for granted..
i know this value
"one only realised how important that someone is only when they left"
its true..
sometimes i felt tears in my eyes when i think or looked at certain friends of mine who graduate or met an acciddent for example..
time flies past and you can't even stop it.. like wth..

and i reaally Hate Nazrul..
he really needs me to fix his teeth just so he could close his mouth i guess =.=