Jump then fall

Acting is not easy.Life is the stage.
I see many people with Many different crappy attitude.
i just wonder who is watching me to rate my crappiness.
Yeah i'm slow,i'm one naive bitch.
but hey? i'm living life i didn't want.So don't expect me to cherish my life.
Not saying that i'm not grateful to the creator but i just didn't ask for this.
well my family is fine.i'm closer to my siblings now than i was before,except for my brother ofcourse.
but now days after i do some shit they don't want me to do,his been talking to me more often but
i didn't give a shit with him.i mean now i'm older then you want to give your attention? ouh my ..fuck it.
i don't need your attention.i've been living myself since 5. I observed what you people did and now i juts want you guys to taste your own medicine.Mum suffered alot giving birth to you fuckers.since we all are fuckers i'll be the biggest Jack ass =D

Shida i have to say that you are just like me..stupid n naive plus lazy too
come on.. you know what i'm talking about.
you fall for an idiot,you obviously missed the date to register for sec5,living me.
you punctuality is an issue here..seriously..wake up or i'll leave you..
look around..you'll drown with Friends you got besides me.

and now i know how i feels like shida. to be in between two people.
love triangle.
and yeah it sucks.to protect the girl's feeling you always try to find a way to cover up.
But then ,instead of covering up you, i've open up another problem.
Well can't blame a slow , Slefish ,stupid girl like me huh?

you smile,i smile
you shine,i'll shine for you
Just jump,i'll catch you

Crap

Well not much things happen recently i went to melaka! for the first time..
i was not excited at first instead..i was grumpy..
i got beat up in the morning because siblings sold me out.



then a few days later got chalet. Qad's chalet..
went ther with,shida,ina(my niece) & sima.on diff days
Ina kept crying louder looking at Qad's face..it creeps me out.
but when i reach the entrance she settle down and smile..and even ran towards cheers..=.=
how can i not freak out?
then i went to ws today,met some drama peeps for BBQ pit.
then bought mum's stuff.. went home with shida..chill in my room at chat with random people..
that bitch! now her i am..those people are talking to me.zzzz

Te amo doesn't mean i love you

he put his hands around my waist.
i said I'm not gonna run way
but
let me go.

Well good morning to everyone.Mostly who reads this must be rotting at home
therefore enjoy the nutshell story :D

these few days /week or so has been very fruitful for me.
there's excitement,sorrow,confusion and revenge
Excitement-the bitch has a new puppy to play with well more of a werewolf actually
sorrow-typical problems,as in sluts & family problems
confusion-the bitch play with fire and charcoal lol wth am i saying?
well obviously everyone loves to play with fire but charcoals are the one getting burned..
i think that's the message I'm trying to convey.
Revenge-revenge is sweet don't you think?especially when you get to do it yourself.

boy you are gonna hurt yourself.i did warn you that its not two sided love story..therefore you'll never have happy ending perhaps not even an ending.things this through will you?

things i've learnt this week

1. Don't say things on impulse for revenge
   
2. Next time play with water
3. Laptop that lags is a Lagtop =.=
   

My soul's crying without asking why.