i think i change alot

i change a lot worst now..

• my grades are dropping
• i got attitude problem
• rude n nasty little bitch

why?

grades- obviously since miss Yong nagged at me to pull my socks

attitude problem n nasty-i scold my friends for small things..i fought back with my mum...i don't appreciate the people who were with me..n most of all i didn't appreciate the one who loves me..gosh..

i was self -centered i must say..and its been long then i realize i lost a lot of my close friends...i dunnoe wad came over me..

Farah-my old childhood friend:i slap her for just annoying me so much(i didn't mean too) sorry
Aidil-neighbor : splashes water at his face for screaming to loud
Anson-primary school friend: insult him of wad he loves to be
Fahmi-ex bf-blame him on my rough day n didn't even appreciate him all along when his with me.

and i even realize..i am not as friendly i used to be..i think I'm quite ignoring some friends..

wow! 3 weeks of holiday gives me time to reflect big on what I've done...and surprisingly..some even started war in my own blog without me noticing.. haha but nvm ..i deserve it..

well but i have this friend of mine..whom i respect a lot..
-he was there when i needed him the most
-he was there when i got scolded by my parents
-he was there when i cry
-he was there when i laugh n smile
-he was there to give me advise when i need( even when i don't need it)

he is a very intelligent n brave guy..gd fashion sense...and a true friend..
he doesn't seems to care was other thinks of him(although he do sometimes)but he just teaches me to think positively n be happy n smile till my last breath

n yes he is like my own brother..although i have 1(useless)
sometimes i wonder what would i be if i had not meet him an the other drama ppl n didn't even go to greenview..