Leaving

BaDaBimBaDaBoom!

and there you go to UAE in 6 more days..(tecnically)

i want to countdown but i didn't even want the clock to tick away.

even though the truth hurt me bad..ok not only me..also,a friend of mine,i don't know why i still liked you.From the start i have liked you even though you were with another senior and i'm just a noob junior in drama i acted as if i don't like you since everyone seems to act like it too..lol but on that particular BBQ pit day,where i told a freind i had a crush on you,surprisingly she admited too.from there i felt like a lost but there was also a feel of defeat even though there was no battle. i love my friend so much that i tried my best to hate him or act i don't care when i actually do.how could not act when everytime after meeting him she says she loves him so much when at the start she says she hates him infront of me.i knew it was coming but still i silence myself.The day i told her,i gathered my courage to tell her but end up she like him too ..and now i feel like a hypocrite lying to myself n to other ppl as well..

Now as i'm lying to people and acting the way i do..who knows the truth?

Does anyone really know who i like?

who is in my mind?

who is in my heart?

who is in my wallet?

who is in my phone?

who is in my book?

Gosh i sound like a freak..nvmd

if she loves him so much..i'll back off..just give me 3 months..that all i need..

haiz...great..he will be gone in 3 months..=(