Publicity

okay firstly,i must say i am okay if u guys insult my public performance

cause i learn to take as a criticism for my better self but

I'm not okay if u guys mingle through my personal life and start insulting it.

ANYWAY...

Sometimes i think my day depends on the weather.

Because i realised,i always have a bad day (school day)when its raining,

but of course it up to me to make the best out of it.

4 Feb on wed was horrible..well not exactly..but i was feeling moody all day.

i felt sad and i keep looking at the sky as time pass by.'Its like i want to go home' moment,

and school is boring this year,NO Seniors are handsome enough to help me relax my burning eyes.Plus Drama! can it get any worst?firstly I'm glad there are a lot of sec 1S!but still SYF!!Fuck man..come one give me the role that i audition..i know maybe you see the potential i have to be 'Mrs Julia' the bimbo tic mother!! hahaha but still i can work it out though its just WHY??!!

i don't see her in me..I'm scared of acting something that i am not and screw up..especially for SYF! many2 times i have screw up my performances..that aching butterflies in my stomach won't stop till the next day man..sheesh..