Strangely I....

For once i wish i was her
to HEAL
well the facebook quiz did say so and i didn't
care about it but now..i'm desperate for her powers..
my left knee is like forever BURNING!
i want to curse but i can't cause again its my fault...
Monday
Shida n me decided to go for a jog..
and i decided to jog at the new changi lane..
shida never seen red house
so i brought her there
i was so stupid because
-it was dark and i should have known shida could not see a thing by then
-i totally forgot i was having my period which makes "them" like me as I'm "dirty"
shida started reading the notice put up at the gate n i said
"wow is damn dark"
suddenly a white flash pass across the gate i was stunned i took i step back while shida was still engrossed at the dumb 5 word notice
a Strong Flowery Smell filled the air and our legs seems to be glued to the cement
i felt like my body wanted to go in deeper into the compound
and then is when i realise i was having my period..
having myself hyperventilating i had a hard time moving awy from the place ..
1 minute later shida realise i was stiff n then she notice the strong smell
thank god by then she pul me off
better late then never..
so we walk slowly off the compound stiffly
and to add in the misery one bangalah followed us..
and shida kept laughing because i slapped myslef and
she got fucking scared as she thought i was prossesed plus
the bangalah was right behind me..
to avoid suspicion she talk is F-language with me..
of course talking abt the asshole behind me..i got scared and started to cross the road..n jogg towards the costa sands.
we went out from the chalet back gate n jog towards the right(aloha) direction
we got hyper like hell..
disturbed a few couples who are doing "buisness"
there are two cute apeks who colourful disco bikes with loud music cyling..
we enjoyed having their presence as it was damn eerie ...it was dark n lonely
only couples are to be found..
we whent crazy after the apeks and i fall infront of a big tree
at first it was juts plain pain then i realise i started to bleed non-stop.
and many2 things happen which now make me wish having
Claire Bannet superpowers.."sigh"