Oh Dear??

it was a great pleasure to eet you the other day,

and i look forward to knowing you better in the future.

And now if i count how many times you have cross my mind in my entire

life,i'll b elying if i said it was too many,cause you only crossed my mind once..

WHY?

cause you never left ...

*slaps* wake up bitch! wow irah..you really have to wake up..

i've been leaving in a nightmare and i'm finding another menacing nightmare to add on.

Helium + Sulphuric acid> KA BOOM!!

NO WHERE!!maybe we were meant to say goodbye..

Most of you Don't know me.in fact all of you who might read this don't..

Something about me that is so dark..so enigmatic ..only my best friend knew but no anymore..

i tried telling my friends but none believed me so it stayed a secret.The guilt was so huge that it was pressuring me..i end up telling some stranger online..

i could never forget that particular incident and it changes my perspective for a certain gender..

Eg .lesbian(not the real species)

all i wanted is to take revenge on all the *lesbians in my contact but then i met this person..whom actually a friend which i met a long time ago...something about her that i like..and out of nowhere i told that particular secret..and for goodness sake she is the species i hated

"why?why of all people her?"

lay on my bed in sombre.

and now..she i never out of my head..

:thankfully not in my heart..it will take months