Jump then fall

Acting is not easy.Life is the stage.
I see many people with Many different crappy attitude.
i just wonder who is watching me to rate my crappiness.
Yeah i'm slow,i'm one naive bitch.
but hey? i'm living life i didn't want.So don't expect me to cherish my life.
Not saying that i'm not grateful to the creator but i just didn't ask for this.
well my family is fine.i'm closer to my siblings now than i was before,except for my brother ofcourse.
but now days after i do some shit they don't want me to do,his been talking to me more often but
i didn't give a shit with him.i mean now i'm older then you want to give your attention? ouh my ..fuck it.
i don't need your attention.i've been living myself since 5. I observed what you people did and now i juts want you guys to taste your own medicine.Mum suffered alot giving birth to you fuckers.since we all are fuckers i'll be the biggest Jack ass =D

Shida i have to say that you are just like me..stupid n naive plus lazy too
come on.. you know what i'm talking about.
you fall for an idiot,you obviously missed the date to register for sec5,living me.
you punctuality is an issue here..seriously..wake up or i'll leave you..
look around..you'll drown with Friends you got besides me.

and now i know how i feels like shida. to be in between two people.
love triangle.
and yeah it sucks.to protect the girl's feeling you always try to find a way to cover up.
But then ,instead of covering up you, i've open up another problem.
Well can't blame a slow , Slefish ,stupid girl like me huh?

you smile,i smile
you shine,i'll shine for you
Just jump,i'll catch you